Miracle soon or CTB

[logicspeakz]

If no miracles occur in the next 10 months, I will CTB. I don't know how I'll do it and where I'll find the courage, but I will do it. I can't imagine a bright future for myself.

Or honestly, I don't expect any miracles, might as well CTB now. Idk.

Really, the only thing holding me back is guilt/shame.

 

[bhaloo]

what miracle do you want? I have no power to make them happen but I'll wish it for you.

 

[darksouls]

may all suffering souls be released from their torments

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.