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iwannabemyself

iwannabemyself

'cause later when i become addicted to life
May 18, 2025
7
Anyone else having even minor inconveniences make them want to ctb? I'm having some issues with my laptop rn (I accidentally deleted essential folders and files when I was clearing out storage), and now the terminal doesn't run correctly. I logged onto my old laptop only to encounter the same problem in terminal. I don't know how this could have happened unless they were connected somehow via iCloud (and I swear they weren't).

I know I can just buy a new laptop or make my mom get me a new one, but I feel so defeated and down over this. I even erased my whole hard drive and reinstalled MacOS thinking it would fix the problem, but it didn't, and now I even have the same problem on my old laptop. Like wtf? This is adding to my suicidal ideation. Is it foolish to ctb over this? I know this is a small problem and it doesn't matter in the bigger scheme of things but still…
 
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SuicideKitty

SuicideKitty

A grain of life in the nonexistence
May 19, 2025
30
Same. At any slightest setback, I want CTB. But there are also other reasons unrelated to me and much more serious. For example, the disgusting and cruel structure of human life or the universe as a whole.
 
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