Help Might sound the usual, but still.

[DeathOfFlower]

Hi guys im fairly young, and yet here i am. My life, however rich in experiences it may have been, has brought me here, to this place, to people like me. I am writing here mainly to ask for some advice. Here I think it is enough It's hard to get the SN right, so I was wondering if anyone knew of any equally painless and easy to find methods, However I didn't want to talk only about this, I also wanted to talk a little about my life that I think I never appreciated enough, I feel empty even close to my end so I don't feel much, I only feel some regrets that go back, like the fact that I never managed to find a girl who ever loved me, even my mother I think was relatively distant towards me in my life so you can well understand my situation with women, I am deeply Christian and I believe that what I am doing is extremely wrong however I can't take it anymore, I feel suffocated And I never found someone to share my pain with, I feel like the failures in my life and career are all coming back to bite me and every time I look in the mirror it's heartbreaking Imagining the person I could have been if only things had been simple, but life as we know is made of obstacles, obstacles that not everyone is ready or suited to overcome (At least that's how I see it) I genuinely hope that all of you who read this post can change, fix yourself and become strong people, stronger people than me, thank you for listening to me and I hope we'll see each other again one day on the other side, I hope you can help me and I wish you the best <3

 

[KillingPain267]

So far SN is the most accessible method for the average person. Other painless methods are more complicated. Also, I'm a Christian too and it's not necessarily always wrong to commit suicide from a Christian perspective. The biblical texts are not as clear as tradition has said. Even the Catholic church in the 80s revised their stance on suicide. I feel like it's more sinful to STAY alive because I am so broken beyond repair and just suck up ressources that others could benefit from instead.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish for a peaceful way to be free from all the pain and suffering of existing, I wish there's the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have that. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.