Story Middle School CTB Attempt

[lainpilled]

This story personally isn't so serious to me, so I was thinking I could get a couple of nice interactions or laughs outta posting the story of once of my attempts that happened during middle school. This is something I personally laugh about at times XD
Back in middle school (around 11-12 years old), I was already a very anxious and depressed kiddo. I lived in the internet, dissociating the days away just waiting for a chance to go back online. So my family life wasn't great and I was struggling with depression, so one night I had decided to CTB for either attention or relief from the pain. At this time, I had no idea on how exactly one would CTB so I simply downed 8 Bayers back and body (so about 4000 mg of it in my system? unsure) and I thought that would do the trick. Imagine my surprise when I had woken up the next day feeling bad and having ringing ears XD
But yea I thought to share this story just because I've been wanting to let this out since it happened, hope it entertained you just for a little bit and I hope you have a nice day today :D

 

[FindingHome]

Middle school is the first time ever that I had suicidal thoughts. I remember going to the bathroom many times and putting a rope around my neck trying to strangle myself. Who knows that the following years suicide would become part of my life and since 2020 I have been trying to end my life for good.

 

[Maeve]

Middle school is the first time ever that I had suicidal thoughts. I remember going to the bathroom many times and putting a rope around my neck trying to strangle myself. Who knows that the following years suicide would become part of my life and since 2020 I have been trying to end my life for good.

Shiit that brought back memories. Tryed hanging myself with the gimbag and a teacher yelling at me. How TF did i not get a psychiatrist after that