I have easy access to Ritalin/methylphenidate and taking a large packet should be more than enough for me to ctb. Anyone attempt this method before? Advice?
A Ritalin overdose is very unlikely to be fatal, but it will cause unpleasant symptoms like agitation, confusion, racing heartbeat and possibly convulsions and hallucinations. It's really not a good option.
Yeah not good choice and u might end up just getting your mind really fucked up.
Back in the days i abused methylphedinate intravenously my daily doses with alcohol was like 800mg at worst.
Back in the days i abused methylphedinate intravenously my daily doses with alcohol was like 800mg at worst.
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I have access to a lot of Ritalin & methylphenidate as well & thought it might lead to cardiac arrest - weak hearts in the family tree. I know it'd make you agitated, but could that be offset by a bunch of temazepam & diazepam & booze & a warm bath??
I'm trying to CTB soon after wanting to for over 3 decades - it's a rush that I want to do this in, but it's not a rushed or rash decision.
If I had the time & resources to do it by the book, I would.
I'm late 50's, about 53 kilos, likely to have some kidney & heart disease as a result of genetics, autoimmune diseases, side effects of meds, taking stimulants for ADHD & a real avoidance of going to the doctor, hoping that things will just naturally worsen without medical intervention & treatment pushed on me. Both parents dead too young from kidney & heart disease - there's an unlucky number that a lot of people in the fam die at which is quite young, but still too far away for me.
I also have access to thyroid meds& seroquel & lamotrigine etc.
I posted a full list of what I have on Sasu but didn't get responses. I understand the rules say you can't help other people, but FFS, with respect, that's why I'm here. I don't know where else to turn. I'm scared if I ask anyone IRL, it'll cause a whole shit storm. And I don't want anyone IRL to feel guilt about accidentally helping me or not preventing me - I know that guilt & I'm putting a lot of effort into that, protecting other people.
If anyone can DM me?? If anyone can recommend who to turn to?
I'm limited to a goddamn phone, I may not have a fixed address into the future - May was the deadline of my living arrangement so I had planned on not living by then. Sick joke. But real deadline. "Dead"line.
Just because I have to rush to CTB doesn't mean I haven't thought through every single alternative in the entire world. My quality of life is declining quickly with health stuff & I just need to get this done.
I'm in Australia- I don't know where to get SN locally & I don't how long it would take to get here from overseas. The only source I know is the BBC one & I don't know if that's shut down or how long it takes or how to pay or anything.
I don't know how to do this but I need to do this
I'm trying to CTB soon after wanting to for over 3 decades - it's a rush that I want to do this in, but it's not a rushed or rash decision.
If I had the time & resources to do it by the book, I would.
I'm late 50's, about 53 kilos, likely to have some kidney & heart disease as a result of genetics, autoimmune diseases, side effects of meds, taking stimulants for ADHD & a real avoidance of going to the doctor, hoping that things will just naturally worsen without medical intervention & treatment pushed on me. Both parents dead too young from kidney & heart disease - there's an unlucky number that a lot of people in the fam die at which is quite young, but still too far away for me.
I also have access to thyroid meds& seroquel & lamotrigine etc.
I posted a full list of what I have on Sasu but didn't get responses. I understand the rules say you can't help other people, but FFS, with respect, that's why I'm here. I don't know where else to turn. I'm scared if I ask anyone IRL, it'll cause a whole shit storm. And I don't want anyone IRL to feel guilt about accidentally helping me or not preventing me - I know that guilt & I'm putting a lot of effort into that, protecting other people.
If anyone can DM me?? If anyone can recommend who to turn to?
I'm limited to a goddamn phone, I may not have a fixed address into the future - May was the deadline of my living arrangement so I had planned on not living by then. Sick joke. But real deadline. "Dead"line.
Just because I have to rush to CTB doesn't mean I haven't thought through every single alternative in the entire world. My quality of life is declining quickly with health stuff & I just need to get this done.
I'm in Australia- I don't know where to get SN locally & I don't how long it would take to get here from overseas. The only source I know is the BBC one & I don't know if that's shut down or how long it takes or how to pay or anything.
I don't know how to do this but I need to do this
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