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ugulamugula

ugulamugula

Member
Mar 25, 2026
17
I can´t buy a Gun/SN. I could wait 1-2 Years and then i could buy those things but i can´t do this shit anymore. Does somebody have some alright Methods you can do with things you typically have at home?
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
206
I can´t buy a Gun/SN. I could wait 1-2 Years and then i could buy those things but i can´t do this shit anymore. Does somebody have some alright Methods you can do with things you typically have at home?
The only thing that would reliably work but is not a peaceful method is to go by hanging.

That is all I really know one can have at home.
And CO would also be worth a try. A lot of fuckup potential here, though.
 
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leoneliona

leoneliona

YEOWCH
Mar 31, 2026
68
Yeah, hanging is popular because it's cheap and easy ish to access. I'd make sure to read up on it though, because as purebliss said it's definitely not peaceful but there are ways to make sure it's done properly to minimize pain.
 
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ugulamugula

ugulamugula

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Mar 25, 2026
17
The only thing that would reliably work but is not a peaceful method is to go by hanging.

That is all I really know one can have at home.
And CO would also be worth a try. A lot of fuckup potential here, though.
What is CO?
 
purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
206
What is CO?
Monooxide.


You basically burn around 7-8kg of charcoal and then wait until it simmers down a bit.
Then take it inside in a very tight and cramped room or a car where every possible way of ventilation has been shut off beforehand.


You will get a bit dizzy, maybe a headache too and then fall asleep to never wake up again.
This method has a lot of nasty after effects though if you do not manage to pull through.

The brain damage afterwards will leave you wishing that you succeeded :<
So be careful with this pls
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,896
I'd be long gone if that was the case, it's so cruel and terrible how painless ways to cease existing are made inaccessible, I always suffer so much from being trapped in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, I hope you find peace.
 

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