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Angel of Spades

Angel of Spades

barely keeping it together
May 23, 2023
86
I've looked through quite a number of threads, and I've read about a lot of different CTB methods, but I'm not quite sure where I could start.

My biggest problem is just getting my hands on things, since I still live with my family and so things could be kind of risky to get shipped in. I also don't really have money to buy things online with. I could get my hands on cash, but that also brings the question of who to go to and what I could get that way.

If anyone has any advice at all about where I could start and what I should factor into my considerations, I'd definitely appreciate that.
 
MusicEnjoyer:D

MusicEnjoyer:D

Waiting for my time to arrive.
May 19, 2023
66
Have you checked the ctb resource compilation?


There is a lot of research to be made before taking a decition, but i would consider:

Reliability
Peacefulness
Availability
Preparation

Check different methods and see wich one you would see yourself commiting to.

My best wishes for you.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I've looked through quite a number of threads, and I've read about a lot of different CTB methods, but I'm not quite sure where I could start.

My biggest problem is just getting my hands on things, since I still live with my family and so things could be kind of risky to get shipped in. I also don't really have money to buy things online with. I could get my hands on cash, but that also brings the question of who to go to and what I could get that way.

If anyone has any advice at all about where I could start and what I should factor into my considerations, I'd definitely appreciate that.
You can try sn method as you can hide those from your family

Nitrogen gas is peaceful and painless but I don't think you can hide a tank

Then comes methods like hanging, jumping, partial hanging, drowning, train
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,729
I think that suicide is especially difficult if one lives with other people unfortunately, it's just the cruel reality, it's certainly horrible how we cannot just easily exit this world. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for, there are just no easy answers as to leaving this world, if suicide was easy I would be long gone at this point.
 
Angel of Spades

Angel of Spades

barely keeping it together
May 23, 2023
86
Have you checked the ctb resource compilation?


There is a lot of research to be made before taking a decition, but i would consider:

Reliability
Peacefulness
Availability
Preparation

Check different methods and see wich one you would see yourself commiting to.

My best wishes for you.
Thank you. I appreciate this a lot, and I'll probably use those as four pillars to consider my options.
You can try sn method as you can hide those from your family

Nitrogen gas is peaceful and painless but I don't think you can hide a tank

Then comes methods like hanging, jumping, partial hanging, drowning, train
True, true. I'll probably do some more research into SN and see what options I have.
I think that suicide is especially difficult if one lives with other people unfortunately, it's just the cruel reality, it's certainly horrible how we cannot just easily exit this world. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you are searching for, there are just no easy answers as to leaving this world, if suicide was easy I would be long gone at this point.
Thank you :) I've seen you around this site! I hope you find the freedom you're searching for, too, and I hope you're able to achieve it as soon as you'd like to. You're right, though, it's so much more difficult when other people are in the way and disagree with your opinions and desires.
 

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