• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    šŸ‘‰ View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
homelessheart

homelessheart

New Member
Feb 2, 2026
3
I received very bad news, and there is likely little recourse. I have access to 48 mg of dilaudid, and a couple hundred mg of valium. I planned to crush these pill and wash them down with 80 proof smirnoff vodka. Would taking this combination with zero tolerance, an empty stomach, and low body fat and weight be lethal? How long do you think until loss of consciousness and death? Would it be painful? Does anyone have any other advice with this line of thinking? I also have SN, metoclopramide, and propanolol, but would like to explore the original method first.
 
  • Aww..
Reactions: DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,500
Sorry about your bad news.
Idk…

 
homelessheart

homelessheart

New Member
Feb 2, 2026
3
Sorry about your bad news.
Idk…

Interesting. Thank you for your response. Twin Peaks is one of my favorite shows.
 
  • Love
Reactions: DeathSweetDeath

Similar threads

P
Replies
6
Views
306
Suicide Discussion
ctb_warrior
ctb_warrior
EmployedHikikomori
Replies
11
Views
871
Suicide Discussion
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
blackreality
Replies
3
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
DeathSweetDeath
DeathSweetDeath
SleepyCanet
Replies
1
Views
280
Suicide Discussion
discernment
discernment