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loterius

loterius

Member
Sep 21, 2023
43
Use starvation as a last resort. Thats very cheap and works always. Just live off tea,coffee, and lemonade for the next 2 weeks. It doesnt involved brute force you just lose concecious the longer you stay foodless. I think that is a good option.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,649
roundup or drain cleaner
 
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cscott

cscott

Awaiting for life’s end ☠️
Jun 22, 2023
248
I feel forget asking anyone what YOU should do or at least let your own pain move you into what YOU feel you need to set yourself free from the anguish u feel 🙏🏽

Only pain of living is going to be the one to make you end this in the best way possible for you 🤞🏽
 
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lita-lassi

lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
im sorry you feel you deserve so much pain and suffering. i hope you find some kind of peace 🖤
 
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Tulip<3

Student
Aug 16, 2023
111
Hey friend. I've seen some of your posts last posts and I'm really sorry things are so rough. You sound very distressed.

I know you are really suffering and just want it to end. But the last thing you should do is anything impulsive, I know it's easier said than done when you feel like this.

Have you decided against SN again?

Feel free to pm me if you want to at any point. You are not a bad person and you certainly don't deserve a painful death okay? 💛
 
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OrphicEnd

OrphicEnd

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Aug 24, 2023
236
So you're still upset because someone told you you don't know anything about sn ? You know it's absurd, even you would find it absurd a few weeks ago.
Stop taking as immutable truth everything that anyone can tell you...
You need to try to take a step back.
I hope you recover quickly
 
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Crono

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Jun 1, 2023
314
Hanging, SN, both are quite lethal, don't think about anything involving overdose or cutting
 
avaruus

avaruus

loser · gone very soon
Aug 17, 2022
559
I've been thinking about you, it's sad to see you in pain. :(
I would recommend something fast and painless, like hanging.
I hope you can find peace, even if it has to be in death. <3
 
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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
Hey I'm in the exact same place right now. Literally, I'm in the hospital and I'll get discharged tomorrow. I think it's time to end it. If you want to chat, I'm here.
 
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squirley

squirley

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May 6, 2023
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Use starvation as a last resort. Thats very cheap and works always. Just live off tea,coffee, and lemonade for the next 2 weeks. It doesnt involved brute force you just lose concecious the longer you stay foodless. I think that is a good option.
??? Brute force ? You start to get
dizzy , sick feeling , headaches , stomach pains , and plus since your still having liquids,
what about SI ???
numerous cases were people have went like 20+ days
roundup or drain cleaner
Might burn a little. ;)
You know all the available methods. And you know that you need to decide that for your self.
 
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Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
169
Use starvation as a last resort. Thats very cheap and works always. Just live off tea,coffee, and lemonade for the next 2 weeks. It doesnt involved brute force you just lose concecious the longer you stay foodless. I think that is a good option.
What the hell?! Starvation is on of the worst ctb method. It's literally extremely painful (one of the most painful ways to ctb) and slow. Starvation was used back then as TORTURE. Please, don't starve yourself, it's terrible idea. You will only suffer more.
 
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abcz

abcz

confused with life
Sep 19, 2023
71
I think it depends on if you will have people around you all the time or not after the hospital. I'd say hanging but that could provide noise so I don't know.

Although my last hospital experience was when I was 15 and my mom slept in my room and I would end up going into my closet after she fell asleep and hanging myself although never enough to pass out, but enough to make breathing hard. Also I found the pain scary. This method doesn't work though when said parent wakes up and notices you aren't in your bed and finds you in the closet. (the other ironic thing is that I hadn't considered hanging before it was mentioned at the hospital)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,120
Sadly, it's just the reality that suicide isn't straightforward, it would be such a relief if there is a guaranteed way that is very easily accessible to just instantly die, if suicide is that easy I'd be long gone.

When it comes to methods all that anyone can do, is do their own research and decide what is best for themselves which is why the suicide resource compilation exists. Deciding on any potential method depends on the individual and what they can access.
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
920
You could try the wait and see how you feel once you get out of hospital method. Then if you're still on that path, check your own notes - you seem to know enough about what you're doing regarding methods.
 
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SolomonKado

SolomonKado

This is taking too long…
Jul 4, 2023
424
Were you in the hospital for CTB?
 
12_Years_Late

12_Years_Late

“May it please you.” — Ben Pollack
Jun 19, 2023
200
Use starvation as a last resort. Thats very cheap and works always. Just live off tea,coffee, and lemonade for the next 2 weeks. It doesnt involved brute force you just lose concecious the longer you stay foodless. I think that is a good option.
Something that I will definitely take into consideration, thank you.
 

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