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Mar 23, 2018
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Killswitch Engage-I Believe πŸ‘πŸ€—πŸ‘πŸ€—πŸ‘








I believe
I believe
Covering the truth inside us, giving into spite
Self-inflicted paranoia hindering our sight
Lose track of what used to drive you to make you feel alive
That part of yourself that gave you the willingness to fight
Some people will say it's part of life
I chose to refuse to let it slide
Finding faith in these dark times
Keeping hope alive
I believe, there is hope for better days
I believe, we will conquer what we face
Discovering the faith inside us
Save us from despair
No matter what this world will tell you
Do not live in fear
Learn to let the light guide you
Let go of the pain
You can't kill the passion in me
My devotion remains
I believe, there is hope for better days
I believe, we will conquer what we face
Come what may, the light will guide my way
Come what may, I won't be led astray
Do you believe that something can renew your strength?
When you find it, you stop at nothing
It's in every word you say
So keep the faith
Keep the faith
The light will guide my way
I won't be led astray
And nothing will stand in my way
I believe, I believe that there is hope
I believe, there is hope for better days
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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All That Remains-No Tomorrow :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

I






I know that something is off
Is it intention or just connection lost
No remorse in goodbyes
I see the devil in your eyes

There's no denying it's real
The warmest smile but the ice is all I feel
The truth is almost disguised
I see the devil in your eyes

Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow

Time has broke through the glass
The shifting sands on the edge won't bring us back
A pyramid of your lies
To hold the hell back down inside

I'm past the point of return
And I hope that the memory makes it hurt
A shadow lost in the night
Like the devil in your eyes

Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow

Running in circles and can't wait
Watching my life as it detonates
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow

I know that something is off
Is it intention or just connection lost
No remorse in goodbyes
I see the devil in your eyes

Gave you my heart that you took away
Held out my hand, watch you suffocate
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow

Running in circles and I can't wait
Watching my life as it detonates
'Cause there's no tomorrow
'Cause there's no tomorrow
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Hangman's Chair-Who To Die Old :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








It's been a long time since
Since I didn't feel like this
This time I don't
I don't want to win
I just want to see
Where it ends
I never say what I think
I never believe what I say
And if I tell the truth
I hide it under
So many lies
So many lies
So many lies
I hide it under so many lies
That it's hard to find out
The more I get old
The more I remain silent
The more I get old
I need some rest
But I can't sleep
I just remember
Who wants to die old?
On the floor I want to lie cold
I don't understand
This world we live in
I can't understand
This world we live in
I don't understand
This world we live in
I won't understand
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
10,105
Led Zeppelin-Kashmir :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Oh, let the sun beat down upon my face
With stars to fill my dreams
I am a traveler of both time and space
To be where I have been
Sit with elders of the gentle race
This world has seldom seen
Talk of days for which they sit and wait
All will be revealed

Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace
Whose sounds caress my ear
But not a word I heard could I relate
The story was quite clear
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

Ooh, baby, I been flying
No yeah, mama, there ain't no denying
Oh, ooh, yeah I've been flying
Mama, mama, ain't no denying, no denying

Oh, all I see turns to brown
As the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand
As I scan this wasted land
Trying to find, trying to find, where I've been

Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace
Like thoughts inside a dream
Here is the path that led me to that place
Yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon
I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June
When moving through Kashmir

Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails
Across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face
Along the straits of fear
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

Ooh

Oh, when I'm on, when I'm on my way, yeah
When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I'm down
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, but I'm down, so down
Ooh, my baby, ooh, my baby, let me take you there
Oh come on, oh, let me take you there... let me take you there
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-y
eah, let me take you there... let me take you there
 
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Mar 23, 2018
10,105
Suicide Silence-Unanswered :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








How much must I curse your name
And put your beliefs to shame
Before you prove yourself
And end this life?
End this life

And I'll say a fucking prayer
Because I know it won't be answered

Where is your god?
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?

And even though I don't believe in you
I pray for the day
I pray for the day
That you end this life

So please
Take me
Away

I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down
I want the hand of god
To come and strike me down

Where is your god?
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?

For all the prayers that go unanswered

For all the prayers that go unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your eyes

And all your prayers will go unanswered
Why do you think that is?
For the families that waste their time
Open your fucking eyes
 
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molten brain
Feb 24, 2025
7
"Painting my pain on a canvas of skin
With blades for brushes and blood for my ink
Memento to the memory of who I used to be
Immortalised in self laceration"

i feel like an edgelord but it's comforting lol
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Underoath-All The Love Is Gone :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Prayers are useless, seeing double
Another Friday night
Three vodkas deep, another level
Fucking dynamite

Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone

I'm not abusing anything
That shit's abusing me
Another round, delete 'em now
Let's go bartender, please!

Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone!

All alone, it's last call again
I want another one, don't need another one
Pull the trigger, let's watch it end
Give me another 'cause

All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone

I lost my wallet, can't find my keys
My bag's been empty since 2:15
I'm sinking deep, just met the devil
I'm still going, another level

All alone, it's last call again
I want another one, don't need another one
Pull the trigger, let's watch it end
Give me another 'cause

All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone

Prayers are useless, I'm seeing double
Since 2:15, I'm sinking deep, just met the devil
I'm still going, another level

Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God
Love is gone
Money gone
Vision gone
Think I'm God

All the love is gone
All the love is gone
Got a hole in my heart filled with nothing
I can't breathe 'cause
All the love is gone
All the love is gone
 
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Mar 23, 2018
10,105
Flat Black-Sideways :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








No, this is not the way
Feel like I lost control
I know my own enemy
Looking back in the mirror at me
Is it fine as I lie crossed in my mind
Live or die, I just don't know
Paranoid and annoyed, better keep
My eyes my eyes locked to the ground

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated

Fake animosity
Every time I call you out
I feel the insanity
Pulling me in all directions
It's not enough just to kill my vanity
You won't stop me till nothing's left
I'll fight back but I come up empty
Losing ground instead

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated

I burnt all alone
Full of faith on my own
So I do, I try
I've been all but thrown away
But I won't drown in my sorrow
I fight to stay alive

I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I needed
But each time I win I feel defeated
I wanna go straight but I'm so sideways (sideways)
When everything's right I show the wrong face
I tell myself it's what I n
eeded
But each time I win I feel defeated
 
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Mar 23, 2018
10,105
Disturbed-I Will Not Break :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Uh-uh
Uh-uh

Why do I feel like a criminal?
What the hell happened to me? (Ha-happened to me)
I must've fallen down a thousand times
Why am I like this? There's no way to hide this from anyone

It was anything but typical
How it all happened to me (ha-happened to me)
I can't believe that I could be so blind, I had to find it
Now I am reminded of everything

I already know your name
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine

Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me

I will not break

Why am I acting like an animal?
What the hell happened to me? (Ha-happened to me)
I've had enough of feeling terrified
Now I'm deciding that I won't be hiding from anyone

The change was far beyond physical
When it all happened to me (ha-happened to me)
I even contemplated suicide
And though I am haunted, I will not be taunted by anyone

I already know your name
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
Time is ticking away, ticking away
If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me

I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break
I will not break

I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine

Time is ticking away (ticking away)
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine
I will not break this time
I know that vengeance will at last be mine

Time is ticking away, ticking away

If I can leave the past behind that's been crippling me, sickening me



I will not break

Uh-uh

I will not break
 
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Mar 23, 2018
10,105
Over an hour of Death Metal.... :hihi::heart::hihi::heart::hihi::heart::hihi:

 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Warbringer-A Better World :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:




I walk decaying cities of a world upon the brink
I watch the earthly creatures one by one become extinct
As I run back and forth to keep a roof above my head
No hope for tomorrow, the future is dead

That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
No a better kind of world is not possible

I keep myself distracted by staring at a screen
My mind always racing, no longer I dream
I swallow prescriptions cause the problem is me
My moods far more stable, no longer do I dream of another world

I race on ahead as if I don't know
My face cracks a smile but the grin is hollow
Cause I've got to get used to this reality
Expect nothing different from the powers that be

That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
A better kind of world is not possible

I don't think a change is something I'll live to see
I'm far more realistic, no longer I dream
I swallow my drugs to silence a scream
I keep myself sedated, no longer do I dream of another world

Each day the same as the previous one
And each day I stay on the grind as I run
To that mass burial plot, where I'll surely be missed
No, the world I imagine, could never exist

That empty sinking feeling
Deep in the soul
No a better kind of world is not possible
It cannot be done, beyond my control
A better kind of world is not possible

I'm far too sedated to utter a scream
But no, no longer, no longer do I dream
No longer do I dream
No longer do I dream of another world
 
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Ghost-Satanized :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








There is something inside me
And they don't know if there is a cure
A demonic possession
Unlike any before
It's a sickening heartache
And it's slowly tormenting my soul
I've invested my prayers
Into making me whole

I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in

Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm victimized
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized

An nescitis quoniam membra vestra
Templum est Spiritus Sancti
Qui in vobis est
Quem habetis a Deo?
Et non estis vestri

Through a life of devotion
I've been quelling my urges to burst
I've been fighting the notion
To, by love, be coerced

I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in

Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm paralyzed
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm Satanized

Like a deadly affliction
That is twisting and bending my core
I have begged God for the remedy
But I'm no longer sure

I should have known
Not to give in
I should have known
Not to give in

Blasphemy, heresy
Save me from the monster that is eating me
I'm laicized
Blasphemy, heresy
Save me, from the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
From the bottom of my heart I know
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
I'm satanized
 

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