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SpencerSees

SpencerSees

I want to swim until my arms give out 🍀
Feb 22, 2023
112
Ah, christmas. Even if you don't celebrate it, you kinda have to with how it is shoved down your throat. It barely has anything to do with the birth of Christ, no it's all ugly, mismatched colors and barely working led lights. Or now it's white trees and beige-mauve presents wrapped in cheap IKEA rope, I guess.

It's the same as any day now. My parents are arguing again. Normal, happy childhood back on course. Of course, I shouldn't be too upset. I am an adult, and I should really work on moving out, though that's even more terrifying than my father's still-going nightly visits, or my mother's panic attacks.

So anyways, talk about your holidays, vent a little. We're family here or something.
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
1,228
Merry x-mas. Apparently this is one of those watery and muddy ones - I didn't think of having a party, so it's ok. It's weird when you've saved money for many months but then in the middle of winter, it all seems to disappear.
 
nolosis

nolosis

blu4rrrr
Sep 23, 2023
19
Merry x-mas. Apparently this is one of those watery and muddy ones - I didn't think of having a party, so it's ok. It's weird when you've saved money for many months but then in the middle of winter, it all seems to disappear.
merry christmas twin
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,617
It's just pointless suffering to me, non-existence is all I hope for, I only hope to never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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