Green Destiny
Life isn't worth the trouble.
- Nov 16, 2019
- 917
Today on November 19th is Men's Day. So this one goes out to all the guys that manage to keep going despite everything that goes on in the world. Honestly don't know how I've made it this far to be honest. Just sheer circumstance probably.
I'm also posting this in recovery because I myself have thought for a long time on how I would like to get some form of psychiatric help but still have some reservations about trying to. I've seen plenty of stories about how therapists either don't help or sometimes make things worse, even some situations about telling others very personal information despite literally not being allowed to (being a danger to yourself and others not withstanding).
I've thought off and on about asking my older sibling about looking into a therapist since they've had one for a few years now so they'd probably be happy to help me. Thing is that I don't want to ask for help and then back out of fear since then my sibling would know and they'd probably want to be kept in the loop and I'd lose any secrecy. My mom has never really been all that supportive about looking into therapy, it's almost like she doesn't want me to admit anything could be wrong with me. Maybe she sees it as a personal failure or something.
Sorry for hijacking the post as I've been wanting to write something for my 6 years on SS. I've been coming up blank on what to say but this was the best I could come up with. Thanks for reading.
I'm also posting this in recovery because I myself have thought for a long time on how I would like to get some form of psychiatric help but still have some reservations about trying to. I've seen plenty of stories about how therapists either don't help or sometimes make things worse, even some situations about telling others very personal information despite literally not being allowed to (being a danger to yourself and others not withstanding).
I've thought off and on about asking my older sibling about looking into a therapist since they've had one for a few years now so they'd probably be happy to help me. Thing is that I don't want to ask for help and then back out of fear since then my sibling would know and they'd probably want to be kept in the loop and I'd lose any secrecy. My mom has never really been all that supportive about looking into therapy, it's almost like she doesn't want me to admit anything could be wrong with me. Maybe she sees it as a personal failure or something.
Sorry for hijacking the post as I've been wanting to write something for my 6 years on SS. I've been coming up blank on what to say but this was the best I could come up with. Thanks for reading.
