Megathread getting n from a

[Rex]

So my package has arrived.

However the bottles came broke, and leaked everywhere. Alls i got for my money and troubles was broken bottles. I feel rather defeated right now, keep trying to get my hands on N and so close this time. Have contacted A about this, will see what happens next now. :(

 

[Charlie]

So my package has arrived.

However the bottles came broke, and leaked everywhere. Alls i got for my money and troubles was broken bottles. I feel rather defeated right now, keep trying to get my hands on N and so close this time. Have contacted A about this, will see what happens next now. :(

Oh my god I'm so sorry

 

[Charlie]

I'm starting to feel utterly fucking lost with all of this. Hanging in my wardrobe sounds nice haha

 

[Griffiths]

So my package has arrived.

However the bottles came broke, and leaked everywhere. Alls i got for my money and troubles was broken bottles. I feel rather defeated right now, keep trying to get my hands on N and so close this time. Have contacted A about this, will see what happens next now. :(

I feel sorry for you, It must be so frustrating. Was it from the new courier or regular post? How long did It take?

 

[Madrid27]

Sorry

 

[Rex]

I feel sorry for you, It must be so frustrating. Was it from the new courier or regular post? How long did It take?

New courier. About 2weeks

 

[saffron]

So my package has arrived.

However the bottles came broke, and leaked everywhere. Alls i got for my money and troubles was broken bottles. I feel rather defeated right now, keep trying to get my hands on N and so close this time. Have contacted A about this, will see what happens next now. :(

Was there any padding in there? I hope he learns to pad them up well and/or put a delicate label on the box. This isn't the first time I've heard of bottles from him breaking. Sometimes it's posties who are careless and fling things around :(

 

[Rex]

Was there any padding in there? I hope he learns to pad them up well and/or put a delicate label on the box. This isn't the first time I've heard of bottles from him breaking. Sometimes it's posties who are careless and fling things around :(

Really small amounts of bubble wrap, not the thick bubble wrap either, just cheap nasty crap... no wonder they were not protected.

 

[Charlie]

Really small amounts of bubble wrap, not the thick bubble wrap either, just cheap nasty crap... no wonder they were not protected.

I am really starting to think I should just go hang myself this weekend lol

 

[saffron]

I am really starting to think I should just go hang myself this weekend lol

I guess it's worth asking A if he could protect the bottles with extra bubble wrap? Sigh.

 

[Charlie]

I guess it's worth asking A if he could protect the bottles with extra bubble wrap? Sigh.

Smart cookie. I have just sent it right away! :) hopefully he adds more bubble wrap in future.

 

[Charlie]

Saying that he hasn't replied to anything I've sent him for two days after payment. Gives me so much confidence In him

 

[Madrid27]

this is luck, that he sends it, that it comes to you, and that it does not break because it is packaged incorrectly. a lottery

 

[Charlie]

al final esto es suerte, que él lo envía, que llega a ti, y que no se rompe porque lo empaqueta incorrectamente. una lotería.negotiating with death and suffering and earning money

It doesn't have to be a lottery if he actually packaged them all correctly.

 

[Madrid27]

It doesn't have to be a lottery if he actually packaged them all correctly.

you're right. but sometimes I think that some packages do not send them and wait for the return to earn more money, after it is retained by customs, and the last thing that breaks.its maddening.
lottery is that you get the shipment or not, broken or not and send it or not. (sorry for my english heheh)

 

[Rebirth]

Oh my god. Can't he transfer to plastic bottles?

 

[saffron]

Oh my god. Can't he transfer to plastic bottles?

Things start to get iffy with plastic unsealed bottles. Have to be careful and really can't trust anyone. More risk of product being impure and product spoils more easily.
But you're right, he can.

 

[loanedshirt]

The unknowing of where one's N is located is like a slow torture. Clearly there is already some form of torture in one's existence to have ordered N in the first place, but the waiting process for it to arrive? BRUTAL.

There's the monetary aspect...was I just scammed?! I can't even afford this and I don't even know this "A" person!

There's the legal aspect...are the police going to be at my door any minute?! (sidenote: the absurd reality of a person getting arrested for wanting to peacefully end their life is, in a sense, exactly why I'm suicidal.)

There's the long wait with no immediate reply, no updated tracking, the wanting to be at the door every minute in case it arrives, not wanting anyone to take it, hoping it's packaged fine, worried about the timing of arrival due to friends/relatives/roommates/plans in the near-future...

I remember it felt like I was going insane, the only thing on my mind was the N. And it makes sense! It's the secret we've found for a peaceful way of ending pain (and how gross that being in control of our suffering--being in control of our bodies--must be treated as a secret.) It's just nonsensical we have to go to such great lengths with such intense discretion when the whole point is to NOT drag anyone else into it; to NOT have to expose others to a messy situation; to make it as "nice" as it can be for me and for those around me.

It's a strange feeling to realize how hard it is to be in control of our lives these days. A non-suicidal person may find a suicidal person to be irrational in their desire to suicide, but wouldn't they rather the person experience a humane death? I'm sorry to ramble, but this was all intensely on my mind during the weeks waiting for my N to arrive. It just makes me sick that we humans go through this, but if Misty or Buddy are in significant pain, let's put them down BECAUSE WE LOVE THEM AND IT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO.

 

[Charlie]

What is wrong with quoting A?

I'm a silly sausage indeed.

 

[overkill]

So my package has arrived.

However the bottles came broke, and leaked everywhere. Alls i got for my money and troubles was broken bottles. I feel rather defeated right now, keep trying to get my hands on N and so close this time. Have contacted A about this, will see what happens next now. :(

that sucks, that really sucks

 

[Deleted member 1768]

It's advised in the ppeh to tell A' your exit membership number. As a woman from the forum got hers recently I guess she did that and A' gives priority to exit members. Because if he doesn't it would be talked about on the exit forums.
He takes huge risks sending this out to people and knowing that they are exit members gives some credence to their legitimacy. Can't blame him.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

IE?

It is LE...smile. Law enforcement.

 

[Charlie]

Hey, question for anyone who has gotten their N. Is the address handwritten or printed out?

Also, is their clear signs that it is from Mexico?

I am wanting to hopefully receive it on a day that my parents are out but if not I hope my parents don't find it too suspicious.

 

[saffron]

Hey, question for anyone who has gotten their N. Is the address handwritten or printed out?

Also, is their clear signs that it is from Mexico?

I am wanting to hopefully receive it on a day that my parents are out but if not I hope my parents don't find it too suspicious.

I'm not sure about the other questions but if it's not labelled as N then it should be ok?

 

[Charlie]

I'm not sure about the other questions but if it's not labelled as N then it should be ok?

Someone from the sanctioned community found my Facebook and told my parents that I am pretty acutely suicidal.

I was planning fentanyl all those months ago and I'm unsure if my parents would find anything out of the ordinary suspicious enough to open packages.

I know Nembutal is disguised. I'm hoping it works out for me

 

[saffron]

Someone from the sanctioned community found my Facebook and told my parents that I am pretty acutely suicidal.

I was planning fentanyl all those months ago and I'm unsure if my parents would find anything out of the ordinary suspicious enough to open packages.

I know Nembutal is disguised. I'm hoping it works out for me

Wow. What a horrible thing to do. I'm sorry that happened, good luck :(

 

[worty]

When did you order? With the new courier?

Ordered aug 9 or 10, I don't know if it was the new courier or not

 

[Anje]

Hello,

I've been a lurker and only registered today and was looking at all the different threads that talk about getting N from A.
It's hard to look at all the seperate threads and it takes a lot of time and searching.
It would maybe be useful to have a megathread where everyone can share their experience in contacting A and how it went, if you did order or did not order, and how long until you received it, did not receive anything, which part of the world you reside in, NA or western EU, etc.
I personally have not ordered yet because I read quite some threads where they did not get anything, while I see others did receive N from A.
So wanted to make this thread so we can all get a feel for if it's worth it to buy from A.
Any reviews/experiences are welcome.

Thank you.

Can someone please message me A's email please!!

 

[Anje]

First of all, that forum looks terrible. Secondly, they probably ordered from a scammer. Thirdly, I received my product so these claims all are debunked. I can't speak for the people whose packages are stuck in Mexico but when I ordered back in June, I received two sealed bottles of Nembutal. And if he wasn't reliable, he wouldn't be listed in the pphb. It's also important to mention that active and trustworthy members from this forum already ctb'd with his product.

I've read some of the comments claiming they got scammed and it's very obvious they ordered through the wrong email address. They got scammed because they messaged the wrong people. Someone said they paid 800 dollars, someone else said they paid 600 dollars. These are not the prices of A. Be careful and double check the email address before you send someone money.

Can you please message me his email?

 

[ge0rge]

So my package has arrived.

However the bottles came broke, and leaked everywhere. Alls i got for my money and troubles was broken bottles. I feel rather defeated right now, keep trying to get my hands on N and so close this time. Have contacted A about this, will see what happens next now. :(

bruh lmao it's like someone really wants you alive