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Theon

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Jun 20, 2019
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Hopefully it will still work. I'm quite tolerant to benzos/alcohol and have been on the antipsychs for over a year.. I think it is still worth trying.
Antipsychotics also have a bad interaction with meto/other anti-emetics. I'm on Seroquel and I was devastated when I found out.
 
cornflowerblue

cornflowerblue

Mage
Feb 18, 2019
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Thank you.

Unfortunately I had a hard time with the download and didn't get a proper PDF book or anything, just an odd file with a series of videos.

Any way somebody could PM me regarding a legitimate seller? I am in the US.
Don't trust PMs, that's just asking to get scammed. That thread has image files of the pages, go through all of the posts and you'll find it.
 
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rkachna

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I am guessing there is no way to mask Nembutal overdose as natural death or alcohol overdose, right?
 
Theon

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I think any autopsy will figure it out. And possibly the suicide note lol
 
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jake3d

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I am guessing there is no way to mask Nembutal overdose as natural death or alcohol overdose, right?

No. If you get drunk you'll most likely vomit it all up and fail. You will test positive for barbiturates.
 
kuddelmuddel23

kuddelmuddel23

Expert Level Tree Farmer
Jun 13, 2019
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My N has just been successfully delivered. I had no problems with customs or anything. And it took 16 days (private courier). I am very very very very happy right now!
:happy:
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
My N has just been successfully delivered. I had no problems with customs or anything. And it took 16 days (private courier). I am very very very very happy right now!
:happy:
Is it hard to wait? Do you want to sample it to see if it makes you take a nap?
 
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kuddelmuddel23

Expert Level Tree Farmer
Jun 13, 2019
135
Is it hard to wait? Do you want to sample it to see if it makes you take a nap?
Yes, waiting wasn't easy, especially if you don't have a tracking number to quickly check the status. No, I trust that the product is legitimate and I will not test it.
 
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not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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Yes, waiting wasn't easy, especially if you don't have a tracking number to quickly check the status. No, I trust that the product is legitimate and I will not test it.
lol no I mean, is it difficult to wait to CTB now that it's in your hand?
 
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kuddelmuddel23

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Jun 13, 2019
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lol no I mean, is it difficult to wait to CTB now that it's in your hand?
Ah, I see. I don't have to wait for anything now. N was the last piece of the puzzle. Otherwise I already have my Meto, Domperidone and Ondansetron as alternatives. Many products against the taste and so on. All I have to do now is find a suitable hotel and think about a timetable. I'm not in a hurry, but I won't put it on hold unnecessarily.
 
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not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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Ah, I see. I don't have to wait for anything now. N was the last piece of the puzzle. Otherwise I already have my Meto, Domperidone and Ondansetron as alternatives. Many products against the taste and so on. All I have to do now is find a suitable hotel and think about a timetable. I'm not in a hurry, but I won't put it on hold unnecessarily.
Can I buy the underwear you wore in your profile pic before you go? I'll only wear them. Nothing weird.
 
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kuddelmuddel23

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Jun 13, 2019
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Can I buy the underwear you wore in your profile pic before you go? I'll only wear them. Nothing weird.
Won't be cheap, I can tell you that. :heh:
 
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alfie

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Dec 5, 2018
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I posted this a couple of pages back -

The PPH says:
  • take 3x 10mg tablets (30mg) of meto as a stat dose about an hour before or
  • take meto for 48 continuous hours before, so 1 tablet (10mg) every 8 hours (e.g. x3 a day)
Hope that helps? There's info on page 182 and 355 of the PPH
Anyone know which of those two choices would be more effective and/or present with less side effects? Thanks so much
 
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jake3d

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May 29, 2019
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Stat dose is less likely to give side effects, regimen is more effective. If you use domperidone instead of meto you can even do both, it won't hurt.
 
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alfie

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Dec 5, 2018
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I am new here and have no knowledge of where to get N. I would love to know.

I am also a senior nursing student and efficient at determining medication dosages for body mass, as well as getting anything else I might need to carry out a plan.

I had planned to go out with an exit bag but something about CTB with a bag over my head freaks me out, as does brain damage after the possibility of surviving because I already have a mild TBI from a previous failed attempt (using a different method). I'd heard that it could be done with a CPAP or BiPAP mask and some other items easily accessible to me, but again, I don't want another failed attempt. I want lights out if that's what I choose to do.
Welcome to SS :)
 
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NostalgiaOnFire

NostalgiaOnFire

"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet."
Jun 30, 2019
19
So N costs between $400 and $600 dollars!?

If so, that's not likely to be an option for me as I could not hide that kind of spending from my husband.
 
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kuddelmuddel23

Expert Level Tree Farmer
Jun 13, 2019
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So N costs between $400 and $600 dollars!?

If so, that's not likely to be an option for me as I could not hide that kind of spending from my husband.
You can hide it, if you pay with bitcoin.
 
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Brainpain

chronic pain
Jun 14, 2019
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It will just take a lot longer for you to die, if you choose to CTB. Please book a hotel room for at least 2 days if you can, and try to get off your medication. Otherwise being found, and being put into a psych ward won't be worth it. And, all that money will go down the drain.
Shit this really worries me.
So N costs between $400 and $600 dollars!?

If so, that's not likely to be an option for me as I could not hide that kind of spending from my husband.
My husband didn't notice... thankfully... it did cost me $600 Canadian.
 
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Max Winters

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Jun 26, 2019
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Anyone know if A will deliver to a local post office or somewhere rather than the home address? Planning to use the private courier service btw.
 
Tequilamockingbird

Tequilamockingbird

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Dec 6, 2018
45
Just heard from A.

Should I do private courier?

Also, I have no idea how bitcoin works but that seems safer than a wire transfer?

I ordered Meto from Bonanza so won't order that from him.

Gah....I'm so ready to do this.
 
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jake3d

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Bitcoin is more anonymous. You can use localbitcoins.com to buy bitcoin privately from someone near you with cash or card payment.
 
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LifeIsNotFun

LifeIsNotFun

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Jun 1, 2019
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Shit this really worries me.

If you take the right dose according to your weight, and aren't on anti psychotics, or have been abusing alcohol for an extensive period of time. The N will work fast. Don't be scared.
I am guessing there is no way to mask Nembutal overdose as natural death or alcohol overdose, right?
Nope, they'll know. Especially if you leave the bottles behind, or a note. In the end does it matter? You'll be gone. lol
Who cares what people think afterwards of how you died or not? It's irrelevant.
Anyone know if A will deliver to a local post office or somewhere rather than the home address? Planning to use the private courier service btw.
Yes, he can deliver to a PO Box you rent, or at a post office. He likes if people have a PO Box, though.
Just heard from A.

Should I do private courier?

Also, I have no idea how bitcoin works but that seems safer than a wire transfer?

I ordered Meto from Bonanza so won't order that from him.

Gah....I'm so ready to do this.
By using a private courier, you're more likely to get the product. With regular mail it has a chance of being lost.
Stat dose is less likely to give side effects, regimen is more effective. If you use domperidone instead of meto you can even do both, it won't hurt.
Isn't meto dosage based on ones weight? The meto I ordered says 30mg max a day, but mentions max dose 0.5mg/kg.
 
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Brainpain

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Jun 14, 2019
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If you take the right dose according to your weight, and aren't on anti psychotics, or have been abusing alcohol for an extensive period of time. The N will work fast. Don't be scared.
Yeah that's the scary part. I'm on a relatively low dose antipsychotics mostly for sleeping at night. My plan was to not take it in the 24 hours prior. I'm also on benzos. I can get as low as 1mg clonazepam nightly. I was hoping to avoid that for at least 24 hours before taking. I don't have a date set or anything. I mean, I've had the N for 4 years. I got treatment that helped my physical issues but my mental issues have gotten so bad my physical issues are bad again and I don't think I can do this roller coaster much longer and definitely not forever.
 
Menschenfeind

Menschenfeind

Jan 25, 2019
131
Anyone know if A will deliver to a local post office or somewhere rather than the home address? Planning to use the private courier service btw.
I'd like to answer it with yes, as I ordered it that way. But for now it isn't delivered yet. Additionally, I can't tell, if there are huge differences between country's in that regard (Germany in my case). After a successful delivery, a post is guaranteed.
 
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NostalgiaOnFire

NostalgiaOnFire

"Some people feel the rain, others just get wet."
Jun 30, 2019
19
I can't hide almost any spending at all from my husband. I'm talking a few dollars at most.

He has the PayPal password, the bank account passwords, and everything in between. He also gets immediate update on his phone of everything I spend money on, and if a random $400 went missing he would immediately notice, regardless of where it went to.

Anybody able to send me to a thread with info on Sodium Nitrite (SN)?
 
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Max Winters

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Jun 26, 2019
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I'd like to answer it with yes, as I ordered it that way. But for now it isn't delivered yet. Additionally, I can't tell, if there are huge differences between country's in that regard (Germany in my case). After a successful delivery, a post is guaranteed.
Ah danke, I suppose it's worth finding out from the post office itself come to think of it.
 
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