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disgustingtrash

disgustingtrash

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May 19, 2023
39
lately I've been feeling that this body im in is meant to die from an early age. no wonder why I never could answer when teachers asked "where do you see yourself in 10 years?" All I could think of is that I'd be dead. I'm a waste of life even if I have friends and family who love me. I've struggled mentally since I was a child and it has only gotten worse as the time goes.

I'm so upset, I wish I was a valuable person. All I am is someone who is easy to forget, why would I want to keep living a life where I'm treated like dust?
all I've ever wanted in my life is someone to comfort me. Why am I not worthy enough to deserve that even from my own parents .
 
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NoStanding

NoStanding

Do not find incentive; create it.
May 29, 2023
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I have a similar thing, kinda. Whenever I think of the future, I just imagine the color gray. I'm not sure why but I do. It convinced me to stop thinking of the future which I havent done for a while now to be honest. Now I just try to live for the moment which feels a bit better for me than living for the future, though I do end up spending too much money and ending up in debt... :ahhha:

Anyhow if you feel like you are being treated by dust, unfortunately the people around you suck and that isnt your fault. I guess try to find people that have any sort of emotions and ride the wave from there.
 
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disgustingtrash

disgustingtrash

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May 19, 2023
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living in the moment would maybe make me feel a little less shitty. im glad that helps you, I'm going to try to do the same. I spend too much time worrying about the future.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I personally wish that I left this world at a much younger age, I know that I'm certainly not meant to exist here and the only thing I'm meant for is to return to the state of non-existence, it's so dreadful how I've managed to exist for this long, I really think it's true that some people aren't meant for existing but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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disgustingtrash

disgustingtrash

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May 19, 2023
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I personally wish that I left this world at a much younger age, I know that I'm certainly not meant to exist here and the only thing I'm meant for is to return to the state of non-existence, it's so dreadful how I've managed to exist for this long, I really think it's true that some people aren't meant for existing but anyway I wish you the best.
I really appreciate your replies, i can just tell you are the sweetest person. It's always the people who deserve the best who get the worst lives. I'm sorry.
 
Yym1

Yym1

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May 30, 2023
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lately I've been feeling that this body im in is meant to die from an early age. no wonder why I never could answer when teachers asked "where do you see yourself in 10 years?" All I could think of is that I'd be dead. I'm a waste of life even if I have friends and family who love me. I've struggled mentally since I was a child and it has only gotten worse as the time goes.

I'm so upset, I wish I was a valuable person. All I am is someone who is easy to forget, why would I want to keep living a life where I'm treated like dust?
all I've ever wanted in my life is someone to comfort me. Why am I not worthy enough to deserve that even from my own parents .

You are probably valued you just can't see it and even if your not your gonna meet more people who are gonna love you cuz I been through the same thing but even though we all have have same end goal in this site I believe some people should fight there depression more but that's your choice and I'm not tryna judge you
 

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