Maybe one final question.

[WantingtoLeave]

Should I wait a few days (up to a week) for my SCBA to arrive or should I get a gun now and end it now? I am rather eager to go.

 

[alwaysalone]

What is scba?

 

[WantingtoLeave]

Self-contained breathing apparatus. It's what firefighters use to breathe in a smokey environment, I want to get one and fill its tank with nitrogen and use it to asphyxiate myself.

 

[alwaysalone]

Self-contained breathing apparatus. It's what firefighters use to breathe in a smokey environment, I want to get one and fill its tank with nitrogen and use it to asphyxiate myself.

Got ya. Personally I'm a fan of guns but if you care about how your corpse looks or something..... I have used one to scuba dive it's weird. Lol

 

[Forveleth]

It's up to you. We are not going to tell you how to kill yourself. I will say, a well-planned attempt made when one is in the correct mindset tends to be more successful than something done hastily.

 

[darksouls]

good luck
however you decide
I wish you the best

 

[WantingtoLeave]

Should I continue self-care in the eight days up to my death? How do I prepare mentally for what is coming in 3-8 days?

 

[Sergeant45]

Should I continue self-care in the eight days up to my death? How do I prepare mentally for what is coming in 3-8 days?

The best thing you can do is that, and to not stress or panic it. That is when people mess up on something. Just be relaxed, cope knowing peace will come to you one day... best wishes.

 

[WantingtoLeave]

Okay. I will.

 

[k1w1]

Self-contained breathing apparatus. It's what firefighters use to breathe in a smokey environment, I want to get one and fill its tank with nitrogen and use it to asphyxiate myself.

Buy a good one if you are going that way. Some of the Chinese made ones are far from well made.
I had a failed attempt recently due to a crap connection of the hose into an EEBD hood.
SCBA like Draeger are far better.