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7BLue7

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Jan 26, 2025
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Cant order things like SN where I'm from, no access to tall buildings, can't hang myself because someone is always home, have nothing to OD on.


My options are looking like drowning, setting myself on fire, drinking bleach, stabbing etc but why would I do that?

Helpppp
 
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dirkw83

Student
Mar 4, 2026
156
Yeah it's really brutal that they took all options away from us, first nembutal and then SN. I guess it's just better if people suffer with their issues, no adult is allowed to decide for themselves to quit living.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, it's just such terrible extreme cruelty how the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this torturous, cruel existence ever again is made inaccessible, I always suffer so much from existing in this horrific prison anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what and I really understand just wanting a way to peacefully cease existing, all I want is to be finally at peace from this cruel, futile existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 

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