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maybe i am a liar

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Warum

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Feb 11, 2026
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i genuinely want to ctb. at least i think so. i do suffer a lot in real life and am not able to function. i've dreamt of finding a perfect method. a while ago i was finally able to find the sn website. i did not order it. i really, really can't stand being alive 90% of the time yet those 10% made me not go through with it. am i just lying to myself? i have very little will of improving my life, despite engaging in some therapy. can't stop crying rn, even here i feel fake
 
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