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Sad German lady

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Apr 1, 2025
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I'm on the edge of giving it a try in a few hours. I have found a perfect spot in a nearby forest, bought a rope. Now I'm waiting until it's dark. Feel a little nervous, because I'm sick of failing again and again
 
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cinnamonsticks

cinnamonsticks

Andé y fallé - ex nostalgia expert
Aug 5, 2025
35
Hey, fellow German inhabit! hope you have luck and succeed on whatever you decide to! I'll try partial again today and hopefully for the last time, I get the feeling of failing again and again, especially with hanging... Alles gut bei dir!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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hmnow

Experienced
Jul 29, 2025
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I'm on the edge of giving it a try in a few hours. I have found a perfect spot in a nearby forest, bought a rope. Now I'm waiting until it's dark. Feel a little nervous, because I'm sick of failing again and again
I hope you find clarity in your final moments.
 
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Sad German lady

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Apr 1, 2025
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Hey, fellow German inhabit! hope you have luck and succeed on whatever you decide to! I'll try partial again today and hopefully for the last time, I get the feeling of failing again and again, especially with hanging... Alles gut bei dir!
Alles Gute auch für dich
So, I'm at my destination now. I'll set everything up and hope everything goes smoothly. If you don't hear from me until tomorrow, you can assume I made it. I'll log out now. Farewell to all of you.
 
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NoDeathNoFear

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Jul 23, 2025
56
🙏🏼 hope you are free from suffering now
 
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Tattz66

Tattz66

Member
Aug 10, 2025
24
I hope you found your peace, im going to ctb next week on H and sleeping medication, just waiting for the H to arrive early next week.
 
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