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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I think I must tell myself daily that I can't cope with much more of this. Do you suppose we make a reality of what we tell ourselves the most? I suppose I have manifested positive things in life before. I was so obsessed with getting into a particular uni and although not really being good enough (not being humble there- I literally wasn't anywhere as good as my peers,) I managed it.

But then, can we summon ourselves to lie to ourselves? 'I can cope. Things will get better.' Would we even believe it? I'm at a trickier stage where there's nothing left I even truly want! Asides from not to suffer more. But, no career/ relationship/ friendship/ hobby/ travelling/ fitness goals. So, what would I motivate myself towards even? Getting those desires back maybe... But then, they were more trouble than they were worth. I'm relieved to largely be free of my former desires.

How about you? What do you say to yourself? Have you ever tried feeding yourself positive affirmations? Did you believe them? Did they work?
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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I haven't wanted anything for a long time other than not wanting my mom to have to have me cremated. I can't bs myself anymore.
 
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