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Tomoko

Tomoko

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Aug 12, 2021
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Hello my beautiful souls. After making a final attempt at getting on good terms with my family and having it end terribly, I've started getting ready to make my exit later this year. I've been eyeing two methods for a while, SN and Exit Bags. I have a few questions about both.

For exit bags, I've seen a few different methods but I'm confused. One says you need helium in a hose but the other says you can make some sort of concoction and leave it sitting in the bag with your head. Is this true?

For SN, has anyone attempted with this and felt scared? I know anxiety and a high heart rate would be expected but I fear I would see my skin changing colour and freak the fuck out lol.
 
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LADY007

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Feb 25, 2020
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Hello my beautiful souls. After making a final attempt at getting on good terms with my family and having it end terribly, I've started getting ready to make my exit later this year. I've been eyeing two methods for a while, SN and Exit Bags. I have a few questions about both.

For exit bags, I've seen a few different methods but I'm confused. One says you need helium in a hose but the other says you can make some sort of concoction and leave it sitting in the bag with your head. Is this true?

For SN, has anyone attempted with this and felt scared? I know anxiety and a high heart rate would be expected but I fear I would see my skin changing colour and freak the fuck out lol.
Forget helium...they have put oxygen in it so it doesn't work...nitrogen works. People found out individuals were going to party stores to buy it for cbt and they altered it so it won't work.
 
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ddd1234

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Nov 23, 2021
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Hello my beautiful souls. After making a final attempt at getting on good terms with my family and having it end terribly, I've started getting ready to make my exit later this year. I've been eyeing two methods for a while, SN and Exit Bags. I have a few questions about both.

For exit bags, I've seen a few different methods but I'm confused. One says you need helium in a hose but the other says you can make some sort of concoction and leave it sitting in the bag with your head. Is this true?

For SN, has anyone attempted with this and felt scared? I know anxiety and a high heart rate would be expected but I fear I would see my skin changing colour and freak the fuck out lol.
SN can be pretty scary, some people say that it lasts 20-30 minutes until reaching unconsciousness. In the meantime, there can be some nasty things that happened to the body, so if you are an anxious person your SI can ruin your attempt. Please, consider N rather than SN, from what people say, N is a more peaceful method.
 
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Tomoko

Tomoko

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Aug 12, 2021
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SN can be pretty scary, some people say that it lasts 20-30 minutes until reaching unconsciousness. In the meantime, there can be some nasty things that happened to the body, so if you are an anxious person your SI can ruin your attempt. Please, consider N rather than SN, from what people say, N is a more peaceful method.
Is N legal? Or is it something I'd have to get from an onion site? Would I get arrested for it?
 
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ddd1234

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Nov 23, 2021
268
Is N legal? Or is it something I'd have to get from an onion site? Would I get arrested for it?
The problem is that's illegal and indeed, you can get arrested for it. This is why I haven't ordered it yet, even though it would be a perfect method for me - painless and peacful.
 
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Feb 25, 2020
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The problem is that's illegal and indeed, you can get arrested for it. This is why I haven't ordered it yet, even though it would be a perfect method for me - painless and peacful.
Same here.. at least I can buy nitrogen for "preserving dry food" in 5 gallon containers and not get arrested for it.
 
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Interloper

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Jul 23, 2021
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Forget helium...they have put oxygen in it so it doesn't work...nitrogen works. People found out individuals were going to party stores to buy it for cbt and they altered it so it won't work.

Not all companies did that, and they have to state it on the canister if there is oxygen present so simply have a look at that before you buy anything. Alternatively just find a place that sells pure helium to individuals, same places that sell nitrogen should have helium also. But nitrogen is the better choice I agree, mostly because it's far cheaper where I live :hihi:

As for OP, you might be thinking of an exit bag with inert gas, and the other one being just a simple plastic bag with sleeping pills?
 
LADY007

LADY007

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Feb 25, 2020
373
Not all companies did that, and they have to state it on the canister if there is oxygen present so simply have a look at that before you buy anything. Alternatively just find a place that sells pure helium to individuals, same places that sell nitrogen should have helium also. But nitrogen is the better choice I agree, mostly because it's far cheaper where I live :hihi:

As for OP, you might be thinking of an exit bag with inert gas, and the other one being just a simple plastic bag with sleeping pills?
Thanks for the info! ....nitrogen will not cause the choking feeling..that is why I chose it. I already have 40 cft cylinder of nitro. Your input is important because if my nitro is used I will search 100% helium
 
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Tomoko

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Aug 12, 2021
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Not all companies did that, and they have to state it on the canister if there is oxygen present so simply have a look at that before you buy anything. Alternatively just find a place that sells pure helium to individuals, same places that sell nitrogen should have helium also. But nitrogen is the better choice I agree, mostly because it's far cheaper where I live :hihi:

As for OP, you might be thinking of an exit bag with inert gas, and the other one being just a simple plastic bag with sleeping pills?
The other one I believe was something involving citric acid or baking soda or something and having it ferment in the bag. Would check but I'm at work rn.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

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About nitrogen, I've been reading as much as possible about it and the purity is important. Some is mixed with air apparently. I'm not sure how to get pure nitrogen.
 
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Sherri

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Sep 28, 2020
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About nitrogen, I've been reading as much as possible about it and the purity is important. Some is mixed with air apparently. I'm not sure how to get pure nitrogen.
Totally out of topic but nice to see you active MG. Hugs
 
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Interloper

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Jul 23, 2021
689
About nitrogen, I've been reading as much as possible about it and the purity is important. Some is mixed with air apparently. I'm not sure how to get pure nitrogen.

You just find a seller that sells pure nitrogen, there's not much else to it. On their site they should have a spec sheet about the gas they are selling, all inert gasses have purity grades. (there will always be some oxygen in there, talking like 0.5 to 5 ppm depending on the purity grade) No supplier is going to put 21% oxygen in their cylinders because they'd just fuck over their legitimate customers. There's also mixed cylinders with more oxygen but you don't want those.
 
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LADY007

LADY007

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Feb 25, 2020
373
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You just find a seller that sells pure nitrogen, there's not much else to it. On their site they should have a spec sheet about the gas they are selling, all inert gasses have purity grades. (there will always be some oxygen in there, talking like 0.5 to 5 ppm depending on the purity grade) No supplier is going to put 21% oxygen in their cylinders because they'd just fuck over their legitimate customers. There's also mixed cylinders with more oxygen but you don't want those.
Nitrogen is used to displace oxygen in containers for food storage. I bought mine from a welding supply store for this use and other things.
 
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Interloper

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Jul 23, 2021
689
Ni

Nitrogen is used to displace oxygen in containers for food storage. I bought mine from a welding supply store for this use and other things.

Indeed. Welding stores are a great starting point, they will gladly help. If the one near you doesn't sell any gas they will for sure know of a place that does.
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Mage
Jun 13, 2021
505
Hi, sorry stuff with your family couldn't go well. I have attempted neither, but plan on leaving with SN. I don't recall how long it takes for your body to turn partially blue, but you could use socks and gloves to avoid seeing it or lay down with a comforter or blanket around you. Beta blockers can be used for high heart rate, I take some of my moms to sell plasma because you can't if you get nervous and have a high heart rate. They don't really do much to stop anxiety in itself other than just noticing physical side effects from it. With SN one of the side effects can be rapid heart rate so that can help with that. If you're already have or getting the proper antiemetics adding into beta blockers will be helpful.

N is a method used in clinics and the like for end of life. The email is contained in the PPH. It's around 450 USD for one bottle, that is not really affordable for me so YMV. I'm not really educated on nitrogen or helium, so no help there. I remember looking at a nitrogen canister and it was around 230 usd just for it -- if what I was looking at wasn't just a massive overcharge I'd look into N instead of a welding company like previously mentioned.

N is in fact illegal, and it has been seized and raided for the exit members who have gotten it. (not all of them of course.) However, I do not recall a single arrest. They are not interested in putting a person who wants to die by suicide in prison seemingly. If it is seized, you'll likely get a customs love letter. You can check out the thread N from D for posters who post about emailing him and their experiences.
 
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Tomoko

Tomoko

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Aug 12, 2021
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Hi, sorry stuff with your family couldn't go well. I have attempted neither, but plan on leaving with SN. I don't recall how long it takes for your body to turn partially blue, but you could use socks and gloves to avoid seeing it or lay down with a comforter or blanket around you. Beta blockers can be used for high heart rate, I take some of my moms to sell plasma because you can't if you get nervous and have a high heart rate. They don't really do much to stop anxiety in itself other than just noticing physical side effects from it. With SN one of the side effects can be rapid heart rate so that can help with that. If you're already have or getting the proper antiemetics adding into beta blockers will be helpful.

N is a method used in clinics and the like for end of life. The email is contained in the PPH. It's around 450 USD for one bottle, that is not really affordable for me so YMV. I'm not really educated on nitrogen or helium, so no help there. I remember looking at a nitrogen canister and it was around 230 usd just for it -- if what I was looking at wasn't just a massive overcharge I'd look into N instead of a welding company like previously mentioned.

N is in fact illegal, and it has been seized and raided for the exit members who have gotten it. (not all of them of course.) However, I do not recall a single arrest. They are not interested in putting a person who wants to die by suicide in prison seemingly. If it is seized, you'll likely get a customs love letter. You can check out the thread N from D for posters who post about emailing him and their experiences.
This was very helpful, thank you saber :) I'll probably just go with SN and avoid customs.
 
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LostMyWorld

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Ni

Nitrogen is used to displace oxygen in containers for food storage. I bought mine from a welding supply store for this use and other things.
Was it hard to transport or heavy? What size did you get?
 
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Seiba

Mage
Jun 13, 2021
505
This was very helpful, thank you saber :) I'll probably just go with SN and avoid customs.
Best wishes for whatever choice you make. The beta blocker I take for plasma is metoprolol. Others should be fine, not really educated on them though.

It's a shame family would contribute to something like this, but I understand that's how things go sometimes.
 
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Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
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Hello my beautiful souls. After making a final attempt at getting on good terms with my family and having it end terribly, I've started getting ready to make my exit later this year. I've been eyeing two methods for a while, SN and Exit Bags. I have a few questions about both.

For exit bags, I've seen a few different methods but I'm confused. One says you need helium in a hose but the other says you can make some sort of concoction and leave it sitting in the bag with your head. Is this true?

For SN, has anyone attempted with this and felt scared? I know anxiety and a high heart rate would be expected but I fear I would see my skin changing colour and freak the fuck out lol.
If you think you would be panic, I suggest to lie down on bed and try to not look to your hands. (This is how I pretend to go)
Also, as a bonus, if you're on feet (stand), you can fall on the ground when get unconsciousness and some of your family/friends could hear it and call 911.. (this happened a lot with SN users)
 
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Tomoko

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Aug 12, 2021
123
If you think you would be panic, I suggest to lie down on bed and try to not look to your hands. (This is how I pretend to go)
Also, as a bonus, if you're on feet (stand), you can fall on the ground when get unconsciousness and some of your family/friends could hear it and call 911.. (this happened a lot with SN users)
Well, I don't have a bed. Plus the garage floor is really hard so if I fall out of my chair it probably wouldn't make a sound on the concrete itself.
 
Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
So sad to know that it didn't work out with your family.

Some people use benzo in combination with SN to make the process a little easier. I don't think people freak out, but there can be some discomfort especially due to the rapid heart rate.
 
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