lakeoffire
local beast of burden
- Nov 16, 2025
- 4
I think next paycheck I am going to snag myself some SN and get my affairs in order to ctb on time.
I am truly, truly, exhausted of the rigamarole of daily living. I have nothing left to give to anyone beyond vitriol and sorrow and pity and disgust.
I just wanted someone to talk to. That's all I ever wanted since I was a kid.
One specific person, and I know she's on here, knows what happened to push me to my edge. I am only guilty for trusting someone, a crime of which I am a repeated offender.
Starving didn't work. Heartbreak didn't work. Willing myself out of existence didn't work.
Maybe this will bring peace to the world. Can't we all just get along? Or is that lofty as ever?
What a load of trite this existence has become for me. And for everyone that knows me.
I'm tired of being tired.
All I ever wanted was to talk.
I am truly, truly, exhausted of the rigamarole of daily living. I have nothing left to give to anyone beyond vitriol and sorrow and pity and disgust.
I just wanted someone to talk to. That's all I ever wanted since I was a kid.
One specific person, and I know she's on here, knows what happened to push me to my edge. I am only guilty for trusting someone, a crime of which I am a repeated offender.
Starving didn't work. Heartbreak didn't work. Willing myself out of existence didn't work.
Maybe this will bring peace to the world. Can't we all just get along? Or is that lofty as ever?
What a load of trite this existence has become for me. And for everyone that knows me.
I'm tired of being tired.
All I ever wanted was to talk.
