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Aaaahhh
- Aug 21, 2024
- 26
There isn't really any way out now is there? I thought that maybe seeking for help for once wouldn't be so bad, yet I've proven wrong in the worst way possible. I've spoken to a family member about this, one that I truly trust.
Of course, it didn't work out the way I thought it would and I had to listen to somebody make solutions for problems that weren't even theirs. I was alright with it at first, even though it didn't work I appreciated the effort. It was only when they started saying that the reasons for my attempts and grim way of thinking was because of some books I purchased. Do people just love to assume that much? No, it wasn't because of those books, I've been like this before I even discovered them.
It's funny, because this might just be the only thing people will ever think when I finally die. They'll all make reasons for the death that wasn't even theirs and assume it was because I've influenced I've turned out like this. I don't even know if I should feel sad, frustrated, or outright amused at the sheer audacity. All because of some books? Sorry I have hobbies.
Of course, it didn't work out the way I thought it would and I had to listen to somebody make solutions for problems that weren't even theirs. I was alright with it at first, even though it didn't work I appreciated the effort. It was only when they started saying that the reasons for my attempts and grim way of thinking was because of some books I purchased. Do people just love to assume that much? No, it wasn't because of those books, I've been like this before I even discovered them.
It's funny, because this might just be the only thing people will ever think when I finally die. They'll all make reasons for the death that wasn't even theirs and assume it was because I've influenced I've turned out like this. I don't even know if I should feel sad, frustrated, or outright amused at the sheer audacity. All because of some books? Sorry I have hobbies.