I reuploaded her letter: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/files/antonija_pismo.pdf
Donk
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TheSomebody
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- Sep 28, 2020
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I can't believe she ctb
She was the user I liked the most here. Although we never went in a talk, I really enjoyed reading her posts and i thought she was really cool.
This news was literally a punch to the gut, because I didn't expect it. I was glad when she said she was recovering and suddenly this happened... but thats was her choice, i must accept it.
I couldn't say goodbye to her, because these last few days I have rarely been on the forum.
I don't think I can sleep tonight anymore after this. Rest in peace mahakali88, i will forever miss you here.
She was the user I liked the most here. Although we never went in a talk, I really enjoyed reading her posts and i thought she was really cool.
This news was literally a punch to the gut, because I didn't expect it. I was glad when she said she was recovering and suddenly this happened... but thats was her choice, i must accept it.
I couldn't say goodbye to her, because these last few days I have rarely been on the forum.
I don't think I can sleep tonight anymore after this. Rest in peace mahakali88, i will forever miss you here.
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Hennessy
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Lost.
Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
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Myforevercharlie
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landojustwannactb
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Myforevercharlie
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Jumper Geo
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RIP, young lady and do us all a favour and give Jeremy a kick up the arse.
blue_muse
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- Jan 31, 2021
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It's probably investigators who've seized the Telegram account; can never tell if or when they assume forum members' identities as a way in.
I read her post where she did it and a guy said her letter made a big splash in the news, so I am sure she did ctb. Also the moderator said she did.
blue_muse
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- Jan 31, 2021
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I'm in no doubt of Mahakali88's passing. It's afterwards that concerns me every now and again. I didn't intend to hijack the thread.
Acopia
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- Sep 21, 2020
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It was a very turbulent time for SS, Ft26 were launching back-handed attacks on us, trying to turn our members over for their own gain.
Mahakali was a much-loved member here who played a huge part in this community, a truly beautiful soul.
Unfortunately another begrudged member who she had become very close with became upset after he was banned for breaching our community rules in a spectacular way, and he turned her over to Ft26 - in doing so held two fingers up to the entire SS community who had supported him..
anyway, a lot of shit went down, and Mahakali caught the bus.
It's a situation that should never have happened, we are a family here, we do not turn on each other.
The forum has changed a lot since, it's not quite the same as what it once was.
Peace,
-A
Myforevercharlie
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It's a situation that should never have happened, we are a family here, we do not turn on each other.
The forum has changed a lot since, it's not quite the same as what it once was.
Peace,
-A
It definitely isn't.
I really do miss those days
Soulless Angel
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- Jul 6, 2020
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It's a situation that should never have happened, we are a family here, we do not turn on each other.
The forum has changed a lot since, it's not quite the same as what it once was.
Peace,
-A
Ive barely been here since all the shit went down, I miss it, I miss being able to vent, miss being able to support, but trust levels are so low, I never trusted anyway but you know, most the ones I chatted too have moved on to other media to be able to communicate etc. this place simple isn't the same
ThrownAwayTom
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- Oct 3, 2020
- 276
Wow, I know exactly who you are referring to but I had no idea about any of that.
RIP Mahakali - I know it's months since the fact but her absence is clearly still felt.
I had the pleasure of interacting with her a few times around 6-7 months ago. She was very kind and tried to help me. I'm sorry for your loss. I hope she is resting in peace.
Myforevercharlie
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0siris
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Isn't this the standard text for someone who wasn't active for over a week?
Myforevercharlie
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just come across this and well i am pretty sure i know who the 'begrudged member is'. i saw right through them from the start, i did actually talk to the m to play along and catch them out and warn others. i think they realised in the end there bullshit wouldn't work on me! but i find it disgusting that this happened to a member. the person used to make out they were helping people( i actually thing in their warped head this was true) but the played a big part in another person CTB.seems like these so called groups that want to stop suicide have actually played a part in at least 2(i know of) people CTB by doxxing them.
Disappointered
Enlightened
- Sep 21, 2020
- 1,284
It's only ever been "last seen recently" for me and I check telegram a few times a week. I never saw anything that said "a day ago" or "an hour ago" so maybe it's just the telegram program. The police might also be using it to try to find info on some of her other contacts. She had some views and interests that might make her account of interest to certain ruling 'parties'. I mean, I personally wish I could discover it was a hoax, that she faked her death...but I'm not holding my breath. I have come to accept (as much as I'm able to) that she's gone. Which is a great loss for the world, regardless of her volatile temperament.
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