Made a decision

[Chico56]

So I made a decision to kill myself abroad on my 30 birthday a while ago. Still two years to go but I want to spend all my money before I leave.

So I made a bucket list, feel free to give me recommendation:

- Have a big dinner at a fancy restaurant with my brother, planing to spend at least 1-2k. Do you know some very nice restaurants in germany which are worth it ?
- I never did drugs besides marijuhana and kokain (only two times), planing on doing mushrooms or LSD. Maybe also some on the day I want to kill myself to get more courage. I do not know how much this stuff costs.
- Hook up with a (or multiple) protitute. Maybe 1k in general.
- Bougth a expensive drone(dji), planing to take it with me and record my suicide.
- I would love to kill myself by jumping from a high altitude, do you guys can recommend something in europe with a nice view where there is not so much security ? I would like to visit it before.
- Doing bungee jumping (I already did sky diving), 200 ?

What do you guys also recommend ? If it is dangerous it is even better.

 

[Jrmull1993]

Only you can determine what your "Bucket List" should include.

I would be very hesitant to use any sort of hallucinogenic drugs on or near the day you CTB. This can cause you to make rash decisions, or impulsive actions and you can seriously mess up your plans.

 

[Rational man]

Im dying anyhow. Personally, i dont connect with bucket lists. I live in the moment now.

 

[Chico56]

Only you can determine what your "Bucket List" should include.

I would be very hesitant to use any sort of hallucinogenic drugs on or near the day you CTB. This can cause you to make rash decisions, or impulsive actions and you can seriously mess up your plans.

Good to know
I bought now a fly lesson and a range shooting lesson. Lets see how it goes. If I#m really in a bad mood on that day I just pull the trigger on my head

 

[Tiberius85]

- I would love to kill myself by jumping from a high altitude, do you guys can recommend something in europe with a nice view where there is not so much security ? I would like to visit it before.

I'd say towers and high rise buildings are generally well guarded. But any big mountain with steep drop in the Alps or Dolomites will probably do the job.
For the superlative I'd suggest Grand Canyon. You have to get there first. But could be a great bucket item. Unbelievable place and views. Incredible. There are tons of places to jump from that have seriously steep drops, no security to prevent it. You can read about a number of people having found their end there. Personally, I wouldn't have the balls jumping I must admit.