Made a cup of SN today

[KiraLittleOwl]

I couldn't drink it, is harder than I thought it would be.
I called my ex and she as usual became angry at me instead of supportive.
Why I am still here...
Every day I am suffering and still can't drink this silly salty water.

 

[Gregorius]

[QUOTE = "KiraLittleOwl, Post: 649029, Mitglied: 5281"]
Ich konnte es nicht trinken, ist schwerer als ich dachte.
Ich rief meine Ex an und sie wurde wie immer wütend auf mich anstatt zu unterstützen.
Warum ich immer noch hier bin ...
Jeden Tag leide ich und kann dieses dumme Salzwasser immer noch nicht trinken.
[/ ZITAT]

Hello Kira, if CTB is your choice the right moment will come, give you the time you deserve. Death doesn't run away from you.I am sorry that you are in this situation :nicht sicher: :Umarmung:

 

[waterbottleman]

I couldn't drink it, is harder than I thought it would be.
I called my ex and she as usual became angry at me instead of supportive.
Why I am still here...
Every day I am suffering and still can't drink this silly salty water.

If you don't feel like you're ready yet then don't. No need to rush things or do it by impulse.

 

[Yomyom]

If you want to talk, I'm here

 

[Lostandfound7]

Take ur time honey...No need to rush..

I'm here for u if u need me

 

[DownToGo]

Ever consider putting it in capsules? Can't find the link about this.

 

[aukguy]

dont rush. when you are ready, make your choice. i heard that mouthwash gargled can help with the taste

Ever consider putting it in capsules? Can't find the link about this.

apparently that can effect the absorption rates so elongates the process

 

[Sadflower]

please do not do anything impulsive. that Anger of your ex could instead be her way of showing you that she does care.. sometimes People disguise their true Feelings... anyway know that there are People out there who care <3

 

[Searchinghope]

Don't rush anything.. Don't be hard on yourself.. If u want to talk I am here to listen

 

[21Neberg]

I couldn't drink it, is harder than I thought it would be.
I called my ex and she as usual became angry at me instead of supportive.
Why I am still here...
Every day I am suffering and still can't drink this silly salty water.

Don't be mad at yourself. I've been in your shoes. Anyone who thinks drinking SN is like drinking a glass of water is very very wrong. I ended taking a million little sips, the saltiness was killing me lol. Wishing you strength.

 

[waterbottleman]

Don't be mad at yourself. I've been in your shoes. Anyone who thinks drinking SN is like drinking a glass of water is very very wrong. I ended taking a million little sips, the saltiness was killing me lol. Wishing you strength.

I've read that plenty of people who used SN to ctb successfully used a straw to drink it. Wonder why. Personal preference or does a straw minimize the bad taste?

 

[Quarky00]

I've read that plenty of people who used SN to ctb successfully used a straw to drink it. Wonder why. Personal preference or does a straw minimize the bad taste?

See FAQ . Minimize taste . Not "plenty" , just few . It appears however it's slower to drink with a straw , so may be counter effective , and better a quick shot to throat (take bit of mint chocolate ice water etc after)

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

dont rush. when you are ready, make your choice. i heard that mouthwash gargled can help with the taste


apparently that can effect the absorption rates so elongates the process

It's not the taste, it just salty, I made a little sip and I am sure I can handle the taste, it was SI.
Thank you everyone for your supportive and kind words <3
I had a huge pizza and will get some rest now.

 

[aukguy]

@KiraLittleOwl means your not ready to go then, good news. think of the things that might be keeping you from doing it, focus on them.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

please do not do anything impulsive. that Anger of your ex could instead be her way of showing you that she does care.. sometimes People disguise their true Feelings... anyway know that there are People out there who care <3

She won't admit that I have a genuine problem, she says I am crazy.
She pressed me to go to that plastic surgeon when I changed my mind and didn't want to go only because she's invited her boyfriend... I cried and she packed my things and took me to the airport. She was very angry when I expressed that I don't trust the surgeon and don't want to go.
She gaslighting me and I help her and time when she ask and this is often.

 

[waterbottleman]

See FAQ . Minimize taste . Not "plenty" , just few . It appears however it's slower to drink, and better a quick shot to throat (take bit of mint chocolate ice water etc after)

If I can take a shot of whiskey I assume I can take a shot of the SN water. Hopefully....

 

[Quarky00]

I hope you enjoyed the pizza and having a good rest You had several attempts in the past and I know SI is strong. Take care of yourself
(and plz talk to people here:)

 

[jgm63]

It's not the taste, it just salty, I made a little sip and I am sure I can handle the taste, it was SI.
Thank you everyone for your supportive and kind words <3
I had a huge pizza and will get some rest now.

Forget about everything for now...... Have a beautiful sleep.....

 

[21Neberg]

I've read that plenty of people who used SN to ctb successfully used a straw to drink it. Wonder why. Personal preference or does a straw minimize the bad taste?

Oh I'm sorry I won't be able to answer your question, because I didn't use a straw. I drank out of a glass.