lowkey feel like having a boyfriend would solve all my problems

[Valhala]

Thats totally not obessive and entitled at all. Why put all your validation onto one person? Habits like that are reasons people stray away. To put the responsibility of life and death onto one person just ruins any authenticity you'd expect from things happening naturally.

I get being obsessed with other people, but to make it take over your life like this will just make both parties miserable.

Happy late birthday tho.

Thank you for the congratulations on my birthday. It is not about the responsibility of anyone or about the validation of life and death, it is about my personal feelings which are as they are. I am aware that everyone makes their own decisions and chooses their own path, so this rule applies and on myself. She has nothing to do in terms of any responsibility for my feelings or decisions, all I wanted was to be honest and write how I feel on my birthday.