Venting Lost the Nerve

[MeSauce]

Ordered my shotgun, and am currently going through the background check process. Lost my nerve, not going to do it. Going to cancel the sale and try again when I'm feeling more depressed. Because at this point, I'm not running from anything. I don't need to kill myself, at this point, I just want to.

 

[Forveleth]

Good for you for recognizing you are not ready and not forcing yourself to go through with it. Death is a big decision and should not be made hastily. I hope things actually get better for you!

 

[getoutgirl]

Glad to hear that. Take it easy these days, you might not be at a point of ending your life but like you said you are still suicidal, which is not a great state to be in either but at least it opens the path for some posible future recovery. Or just some days that are not awful, even good. Hang in there if you can for now. I don't know your situation, but whatever it is I hope it gets better and you don't have to go through these things again. Vent or chat or anything if it helps just a lil. hugs <3

 

[SVEN]

You'll know best when, or if even, you are ready. Meantime,best wishes for moving on. I hope things work out well for you.

 

[MeSauce]

Thank you, all of you