Lost everyone i love

[Alias Pluto]

People are gone and have found happy lives and I can't seem to ever do that. Girlfriends like me at first but discover that they don't want to be with me. I don't like this world. So much pain. Let the happy people be happy. Does anybody relate? I miss the chat on this site. I wish I could find friends that don't move away. Everyone just moves away in this world. Don't like it here? Move away. This world is too much for me. I need a friend that I don't drain. Someone who understands me. Is suicide the only answer

 

[sanction]

I can relate. Lost a lot of people I loved that use to give my life meaning

It sucks to have to experience this. Now everything lacks meaning, yet still need to wake up and stress about making money and survival everyday

Truly fucking sucks. Not able to find motivation to keep fighting this fight. Everything feels empty and meaningless