Yes, it is.
Many people who wanna CTB (including me) find life pointless and absurd.
Just look at the universe! So weird! What the hell are we doing here? I'd better be erased soon.
Many people who wanna CTB (including me) find life pointless and absurd.
Just look at the universe! So weird! What the hell are we doing here? I'd better be erased soon.
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Yeah I know how you feel. Life seems so pointless if you don’t have anything in it to keep you going.
Same here. Life is pointless for me. Don't wanna go on suffering.
newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,550
I hate everything about life except sleeping and eating.
pthnrdnojvsc
Time goes by really fast
- Aug 12, 2019
- 927
Me too and the thing i hate the most is pain.
NodusTollens
☾
- Nov 17, 2020
- 989
I feel like our lost connection to the world, people & possessions is a step along the pathway towards CTB.
It’s a very common element of depression and suicidal ideation. A lot of days I can’t find interest in anything I try to do for entertainment.
I have things that interest me and pass time. Still don't want to be here.
I've read around here that a loss of interest in your usual hobbies or passions is fairly common among those wanting to Ctb. I've personally begun to experience a lack of interest in music, a huge part of my life historically. I anxiously await the day it does absolutely nothing.
Pookie
Somebody you used to know.
- Oct 18, 2020
- 1,051
I’m with you on the sleeping part. I just wish my sleep could be eternal. :)
I’ve lost interest in music too. I used to love listening to music. I’ve lost interest in everything.
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newave3
I want out
- Nov 21, 2020
- 2,550
There are things I will miss when I croak -pizza,Lindt milk chocolate, Haagen dazs, Ben & jerry’s, black and white cookies-as u can see I love sweets. I will also miss listening to Deep Purple, Black Sabbath,Blondie , ABBA, Bow wow wow, The Clash and many others.
The pain, depression and anxiety in life are too overwhelming to stop me from ending it though.
The pain, depression and anxiety in life are too overwhelming to stop me from ending it though.
Life is pointless, there is no meaning or purpose, but all of us have the OPTION to make things better or just CTB whenever the time is right. We were raised to help others, and they hopefully will help back. That was a lie, a big fat lie. People we helped in the past, have burnt us, used us, made us feel like we're beneath the rest. I want to do things for myself now, they say it's selfish, but humanity is selfish, being alive and staying alive is selfish, indulging on our fantasies is selfish....
Those same people who tell us we're selfish, have always been the selfish ones and it's time we join them and start doing things for ourselves whether it's living or dying.
Those same people who tell us we're selfish, have always been the selfish ones and it's time we join them and start doing things for ourselves whether it's living or dying.
:) Good pizza, fresh pasta, chocolate, Talenti gelato, hugs from those who love(d) me are among the things that I will miss. Someone asked, "But have you tried all the ice cream flavors yet?" as a reason for me to have hope and live. No, I have not, but I also can never again have many things that gave me reason to live, and occasionally experiencing a snap of joy from sampling a new ice cream flavor does not negate or make tolerable the constant barrage of depression, anxiety, and social confusion.