Losing yourself to a relationship

[Sharethepain]

Things that make me happy: being with him. Holding hands, cuddling, fucking. Nothing else makes me happy.

Yeah it's a sad place that we've gotten ourselves into. Everything that made me happy was tied to her as well. If you wanna talk about it you can pm me, I'll be glad to listen.

 

[Help_Me]

Same. If any of you want to talk about this miserable thing [relationships] which destroyed us, you can PM me if you want.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I used to always be this way in my younger years. I'd form attachments easily, get really upset over things while desperately trying not to let it show, etc. It was horrible, because I always got the impression that I "felt" far too much for a guy. That's embarrassing on some level and puts you at a disadvantage because it's so much easier being the one who's stand-offish and can take or leave everything.

These days it's a little easier, but only because I've had so many disappointments and awful women in my life that I'm more or less de-sensitized. Long-term chemical lobotomization by way of SSRIs and benzos has helped too.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Oh crap, reading about relationships made me sadder now. Maybe one day I'll write about my experiences, but most likely not. It still hurts. My whole life has been a series of failures.

I've decide to deliberately keep away from women until I die. No distractions, no weakened resolve. Just oblivion.

 

[Threads]

ok

 

[228]

awhile ago yes
in all honesty i miss it and id like to lose myself like that again

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

it will get better with time

 

[Throwaway563078]

After reading all this, I think I should have been a whoe haha

I tried the hoe thing, definitely not for me lol

 

[Tara2018]

I wish I could, but relationships really not my thing.

 

[lost illusions]

I tried the hoe thing, definitely not for me lol

Me neither but atleast I would have made some money and perfected a craft lol

 

[lost illusions]

Me neither but atleast I would have made some money and perfected a craft lol

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