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Lost_Dawns

Lost_Dawns

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Jul 17, 2026
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For the longest time I've been a somewhat functional depressive, or so I've been told. However I have noticed that recently I am losing that functionality. I've been doing dxm for about a year now and I'm becoming significantly dependent on it and now other substances. I am delaying the inevitable. Is it better to fight this fall or just let it win?
 
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pinapellicer

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Mar 15, 2026
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What does losing functionality look for like for you? House a mess, not performing well at the job, that sort of thing?
 
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Lost_Dawns

Lost_Dawns

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Jul 17, 2026
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What does losing functionality look for like for you? House a mess, not performing well at the job, that sort of thing?
more isolated, less able to get out of bed, more dependent on substance, more irrational, paranoid, anxious, quick to anger, the sorts.

it takes longer for me to get basic tasks done too
 
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fadedghost

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Dec 10, 2025
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i have tried to quit dxm but it is just too easily to get just off the shelf and it is the only thing that can stop the regular panic attacks.
many alcoholics and drug addicts feel the same way, and that they can't quit. you don't have to be sober to go to a meeting.
 
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broken serenity

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Sep 26, 2025
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Ime prolonged dxm use can exacerbate my mental health issues. No judgement if you don't wanna quit, but finding a temporary alternative and taking breaks might help you feel better.
 
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Lost_Dawns

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Jul 17, 2026
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Ime prolonged dxm use can exacerbate my mental health issues. No judgement if you don't wanna quit, but finding a temporary alternative and taking breaks might help you feel better.
i am out right now anyways and can not really afford to keep doing it
 
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