Losing all enjoyment in life

[planningmyexit]

Has anyone else lost interest in every activity in life. All the things that made me happy such as YouTube, Netflix, music, and sports and so are completely boring to me now. I get happiness out of nothing and everyday is suffering. I've made my decision that I'm going to ctb soon but I won't be able to for a few weeks best case scenario and I'm not completely sure I will even be able to go through with it because I know how strong SI is but I really just want this over with.

 

[universe]

I easily understand this situation where all the surrounding things, the human concerns lose all their meaning. There is no purpose, no satisfaction, no interest. We end up losing little by little everything that made us happy one day. Life therefore becomes extremely difficult. Human beings normally live for the satisfaction of all these small pleasures. Personally, I feel like I've already left, I'm no longer one of the living.

I wish you a lot of courage and send you all my prayers.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, in my case I've never had much interest in existing in the first place. Being alive could never be beneficial for me, there is no value to existing, instead there is only endless ways in which to suffer. I get so tired of being trapped in this human body enduring day after day of the same life. Life is a tedious and useless concept. To me the whole concept of happiness is a lie, I believe that in this life human beings are never satisfied. But yes, life is certainly not for me in any way. I understand the feeling of just wanting everything to end, that would certainly be ideal for me. To continue to exist is to just prolong suffering.

 

[makethepainstop]

I understand, in my case I've never had much interest in existing in the first place. Being alive could never be beneficial for me, there is no value to existing, instead there is only endless ways in which to suffer. I get so tired of being trapped in this human body enduring day after day of the same life. Life is a tedious and useless concept. To me the whole concept of happiness is a lie, I believe that in this life human beings are never satisfied. But yes, life is certainly not for me in any way. I understand the feeling of just wanting everything to end, that would certainly be ideal for me. To continue to exist is to just prolong suffering.

Yes to all and you are oh so correct, existence is suffering.

 

[Hollowman]

Yep every activity including sex, life sucks.

 

[TheManIllNeverBe]

Has anyone else lost interest in every activity in life. All the things that made me happy such as YouTube, Netflix, music, and sports and so are completely boring to me now. I get happiness out of nothing and everyday is suffering. I've made my decision that I'm going to ctb soon but I won't be able to for a few weeks best case scenario and I'm not completely sure I will even be able to go through with it because I know how strong SI is but I really just want this over with.

This happened to me a little over 2 years ago when I was abruptly taken off of the antidepressant (zoloft/sertraline) that I'd been on for 20 years and it wasn't replaced with anything. Or should I say, nothing the doctors tried to replace it with worked. I used to listen to music all of the time. Now I barely do. I've stopped being intimate with my partner. Stopped enjoying TV shows. I totally get it, and it's a large portion of why I'm here. I hope you find your answers, whatever they may be.