UniqueWorm
the horrors persist but so do i
- Sep 9, 2024
- 37
im losing hope that it can get better. i was fucked when i was born because of genetics, and then i got more screwed over by traumatic shit. I gueniunly dont remember the last time i didnt feel suicidal. Everything is getting worse, and all that ever happens to fix it is I get put on new meds or sent to the hospital but it dosnt help. I know its going to get worse in the upcoming months because of the timing around the abuse ive faced, and i dont want to be alive to deal with it. it is so draining and horrorific to be constantly reliving every single thing. i cant actually do this for much longer.
