SoupSnakes
Experienced
- Nov 11, 2019
- 217
First of all, I just want to put forward thanks to anyone and everyone who made this website possible. I am so thankful it exists and that I found it. Thank you all for being so welcoming and making my last few weeks of life more 'normal' than they have been in a long time.
Thank you to the admin, mods and staff for keeping the site going and getting nothing in return, except for gratitude. I honestly cannot thank you enough for creating this non-judgmental, incredible place.
I'd also like to extend thanks to a few people who have made my short time on the site really lovely. Unfortunately, some of the people I'd like to have mentioned have already taken their journey, maybe I'll catch them on the flip side if there is such a thing. But to the ones that are still here;
@SinisterKid - thank you for being the first person to reach out to me and making me feel straight at home! You were so welcoming and friendly, I really appreciate it.
@Morphosis - thank you for your random message out of the blue which gave me endless conversations and occupied my mind. It was lovely to have a friend like you on the other end of my messages. I truly hope that things look up for you because you absolutely deserve it.
Massive shout out to @Stan for the simplified SN thread and the endless amounts of sarcastic replies and gifs that have made me laugh when you're clearly trying not to lose your rag, you've always made me smile without even having to speak to me!
There are probably loads of people I could crack on about but I won't bore you. Just thank you to anyone who has been kind enough to have a conversation with me, you've been a big part of making me feel welcome and making this journey much easier.
Now, I've already done the first 24 hours of the regime yesterday so today is my final day. Today has been as follows;
06:00 - 10mg meto
14:00 - 10mg meto
Then it will be;
15:00 - begin fasting
21:00 - stop drinking
22:00 - 1g para, 100mg Amitriptyline
22:15 - 30mg meto
22:30 - 800mg tagamet
23:00 - 25g SN in 50ml water
(Amitriptyline is what I use for sleep as I've been disallowed benzos, I've checked and none of the drugs interact with each other but if anyone knows of a reason I shouldn't take Ami with all of these, please let me know so I can amend!)
I'll be sticking around until I've drank the SN but then I will be logging out and clearing my history. I'm not really tech savvy so I don't know if that will be enough but I wanted to try and stay as long as possible to document it. (So please don't disable my account until then!)
I'm not a religious person and don't believe in any of that but I've found myself praying today that this works, that I don't vom and that this will be my final try... we'll see.
Thank you to the admin, mods and staff for keeping the site going and getting nothing in return, except for gratitude. I honestly cannot thank you enough for creating this non-judgmental, incredible place.
I'd also like to extend thanks to a few people who have made my short time on the site really lovely. Unfortunately, some of the people I'd like to have mentioned have already taken their journey, maybe I'll catch them on the flip side if there is such a thing. But to the ones that are still here;
@SinisterKid - thank you for being the first person to reach out to me and making me feel straight at home! You were so welcoming and friendly, I really appreciate it.
@Morphosis - thank you for your random message out of the blue which gave me endless conversations and occupied my mind. It was lovely to have a friend like you on the other end of my messages. I truly hope that things look up for you because you absolutely deserve it.
Massive shout out to @Stan for the simplified SN thread and the endless amounts of sarcastic replies and gifs that have made me laugh when you're clearly trying not to lose your rag, you've always made me smile without even having to speak to me!
There are probably loads of people I could crack on about but I won't bore you. Just thank you to anyone who has been kind enough to have a conversation with me, you've been a big part of making me feel welcome and making this journey much easier.
Now, I've already done the first 24 hours of the regime yesterday so today is my final day. Today has been as follows;
06:00 - 10mg meto
14:00 - 10mg meto
Then it will be;
15:00 - begin fasting
21:00 - stop drinking
22:00 - 1g para, 100mg Amitriptyline
22:15 - 30mg meto
22:30 - 800mg tagamet
23:00 - 25g SN in 50ml water
(Amitriptyline is what I use for sleep as I've been disallowed benzos, I've checked and none of the drugs interact with each other but if anyone knows of a reason I shouldn't take Ami with all of these, please let me know so I can amend!)
I'll be sticking around until I've drank the SN but then I will be logging out and clearing my history. I'm not really tech savvy so I don't know if that will be enough but I wanted to try and stay as long as possible to document it. (So please don't disable my account until then!)
I'm not a religious person and don't believe in any of that but I've found myself praying today that this works, that I don't vom and that this will be my final try... we'll see.
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