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luna674

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May 1, 2026
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Feeling like shit my mood goes up and down up and down all day long looking for some support I really needed it. I feel sick. I hate being in my body. I want it to go away I feel like something has been taken from me that I'll never get back like this is the last thing I had in life. I just wanted to be loved. I just wanted someone to care about me. I don't wanna say what happened. I have no proof what can I do? Please tell me I'm not alone.
 
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Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
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I hate being in my body too so I understand the feeling. It's okay if you don't want to share all the details of what happened, but I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
 
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RazzleDazzle

The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
208
Feeling like shit my mood goes up and down up and down all day long looking for some support I really needed it. I feel sick. I hate being in my body. I want it to go away I feel like something has been taken from me that I'll never get back like this is the last thing I had in life. I just wanted to be loved. I just wanted someone to care about me. I don't wanna say what happened. I have no proof what can I do? Please tell me I'm not alone.
I believe you. It doesn't matter if you have proof, you know what happened to you. And I believe you.
 

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