hurb
New Member
- Jan 22, 2026
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So I have had chronic depression since forever; im simply not interested in anything this life gets to offer.
But I did realize growing up ; that finding people I vibe with can actually make me care bout this life , enough to not be suicidal. Well maybe people is a lie , a group of friends can be healthy for me , but what i rly need is some sort of a partner , to give me some sorta of goal. I dont care much bout myself but i care bout my loved ones i guess.
dont get me wrong im not here looking for a partner , rather people that share the state of mind i find myself stuck in since forever. one thing for sure is , u cant force love , these things just pull out of nowhere.
issue is im getting old now , and my variables (my luck) simply didnt work out. Im just trying a leap of faith in this website since i did something similar in many sites. People that share my thoughts always tend to be around the 19 to 21 mark (im clearly not interested in) since everyone else either allrdy found someone or alrdy offed themselves lol.
But I did realize growing up ; that finding people I vibe with can actually make me care bout this life , enough to not be suicidal. Well maybe people is a lie , a group of friends can be healthy for me , but what i rly need is some sort of a partner , to give me some sorta of goal. I dont care much bout myself but i care bout my loved ones i guess.
dont get me wrong im not here looking for a partner , rather people that share the state of mind i find myself stuck in since forever. one thing for sure is , u cant force love , these things just pull out of nowhere.
issue is im getting old now , and my variables (my luck) simply didnt work out. Im just trying a leap of faith in this website since i did something similar in many sites. People that share my thoughts always tend to be around the 19 to 21 mark (im clearly not interested in) since everyone else either allrdy found someone or alrdy offed themselves lol.