Looking for a Substance

[IDestroyedKvatch]

Not particularly sure where to put this I apologize if its in the wrong spot.

Anyways, Im looking for a substance I can abuse (funny wording ik but English isnt my first language so shit on me all you like for it) to help my misery be less, ideally something I can OD on with minimal issues as a result from it if it comes to that.

Im looking for anything and how to get it, I am in Western US, and weed isnt an option in the part I live in, its illegal recreationally and never given out medicinally. (This probably gives away exactly where I am but w/e)

Also I consider Alcohol a non answer, I already do a lot of that anyways, doesnt do much.

Thanks

 

[opheliaoveragain]

it goes against site rules for people to suggest what you're asking. id suggest reading the OD section in "non methods that should not be attempted". no disrespect meant. hollywood etc makes med ods look like nothing but it's not exactly that simple whatsoever.

 

[IDestroyedKvatch]

it goes against site rules for people to suggest what you're asking. id suggest reading the OD section in "non methods that should not be attempted". no disrespect meant. hollywood etc makes med ods look like nothing but it's not exactly that simple whatsoever.

I acutally read that before making this post, I was more or less aware of most of these anyways and they arent what Im looking for anyways more or less. Thats probably my fault though, as Im not trying to attract the attention of a fed or look like one myself, so Im trying to tread lightly