Discussion Long-Term Relationships and Suicidality

[Feux]

It's hard to imagine myself being in a long-term relationship with someone who can handle me being at my worst almost all the fucking time. Always wishing I didn't wake up that morning. Always hating myself so much I want to crawl out of my own body. Always feeling like a burden just by being present. Being in a friendship gives me a new kind of stress that I can't even commit to for more than a month, but a romantic relationship sounds so much worse.

I'm wondering what it's like for suicidal people who have been in a relationship with someone for a long while, and what it's like for their partner. How did they find out if they have? How are they supporting you? I don't know, say whatever comes to mind if you'd like to share, even if the topic doesn't really apply to you specifically.

 

[UKscotty]

Been both places, with someone suicidal and been suicidal.

In my experience, either is toxic to both people.

Wish I could say its great and just what I needed but that is just not true. It was an emotional rollecoaster both times.