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summer_night_cat

summer_night_cat

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Mar 31, 2025
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I'm diagnosed with depression and avoidant personality disorder. I've struggled with low mood all my life. I don't have friends, can't seem to be able to make friends. I struggle to enjoy anything or have the confidence to do anything. I work and sleep. I make crappy decisions all the time. My emotions are killing me inside. I don't belong anywhere.

I wish i could find a way out. Or have someone to join me.
 
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deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
465
First of all, welcome to SS. I'm so sorry that life has brought you here. Hopefully you can find belonging here with a lot of us like-minded individuals. It's a great community.

I suffer from a lot of similar afflictions as you. Have you tried anything to help ease the symptoms?
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
254
Hi there,

Loneliness hits hard hope this site helps alleviate some of it for you and make you feel like you have somewhere you belong. A lot of people with depression here.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
41,657
I also just wish for a way to be free from the suffering of existing, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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summer_night_cat

summer_night_cat

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Mar 31, 2025
6
First of all, welcome to SS. I'm so sorry that life has brought you here. Hopefully you can find belonging here with a lot of us like-minded individuals. It's a great community.

I suffer from a lot of similar afflictions as you. Have you tried anything to help ease the symptoms?
Thank you. I have received group CBT and individual CBT from a clinical psychologist. I've tried every mental wellbeing methods and pharmacological approaches. I don't think i was meant for this world.
I also just wish for a way to be free from the suffering of existing, it's just so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.
Time and time again I've been told it get better. It never did...
Hi there,

Loneliness hits hard hope this site helps alleviate some of it for you and make you feel like you have somewhere you belong. A lot of people with depression here.
Thank you. I hope to find some like-minded people. 🤔
 
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tiredash

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Dec 5, 2024
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Im curious, what is your job?

About doing stuff... Would you like to do other stuff if you could? I ask because I wouldnt do much else if I had a lot of money, but this seems to be rare, most people want to go places and stuff...
 
Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
634
I'm diagnosed with depression and avoidant personality disorder. I've struggled with low mood all my life. I don't have friends, can't seem to be able to make friends. I struggle to enjoy anything or have the confidence to do anything. I work and sleep. I make crappy decisions all the time. My emotions are killing me inside. I don't belong anywhere.

I wish i could find a way out. Or have someone to join me.
Yeah, it would be nice not to be so alone.
 
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unnaturalmovement

unnaturalmovement

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Mar 31, 2025
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I got hit by a car last month while riding my bike. Totally my fault.
I just got up, got my things, the woman was freaking out on despair of me possibly being dead and i was all bleeding.
I don't want to brag, but i had no emotions on it.

I think that showed me how far i've gone and how little it all matters lately.
 
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tiredash

Student
Dec 5, 2024
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I got hit by a car last month while riding my bike. Totally my fault.
I just got up, got my things, the woman was freaking out on despair of me possibly being dead and i was all bleeding.
I don't want to brag, but i had no emotions on it.

I think that showed me how far i've gone and how little it all matters lately.

tbh thats what i would do... in my case i have always been like that
 
summer_night_cat

summer_night_cat

Member
Mar 31, 2025
6
Im curious, what is your job?

About doing stuff... Would you like to do other stuff if you could? I ask because I wouldnt do much else if I had a lot of money, but this seems to be rare, most people want to go places and stuff...
The irony is i am a mental health professional... I don't fit into this world.
The irony is i am a mental health professional... I don't fit into this world.
I think I'd like to travel, although i find busy places overwhelming.. i don't seem to be living life.. just existing.
 
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depressedinsomniac

depressedinsomniac

Student
Dec 29, 2024
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Wait you work in mental health but...oh man oh man...THAT's TOUGH!
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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I'm diagnosed with depression and avoidant personality disorder. I've struggled with low mood all my life. I don't have friends, can't seem to be able to make friends. I struggle to enjoy anything or have the confidence to do anything. I work and sleep. I make crappy decisions all the time. My emotions are killing me inside. I don't belong anywhere.

I wish i could find a way out. Or have someone to join me.
Three years and three months for me
 
summer_night_cat

summer_night_cat

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Mar 31, 2025
6
No words can describe how devastating that is. I hope one day you find some peace.
 
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