Loneliness is a drug

[monolog]

You don't need humans if you don't feel superior around them

 

[Macedonian1987]

To me loneliness was like this: When I was younger the loneliness bothered me very much. It bothered me so much so once it got to the point I nearly ctb years ago because of it. But as years even decades passed by with me being all alone, i got used to the loneliness. Now I prefer to be alone. I feel uncomfortable when I'm with the company of others. I guess my brain rewired itself.

 

[unluckysadness]

To me loneliness was like this: When I was younger the loneliness bothered me very much. It bothered me so much so once it got to the point I nearly ctb years ago because of it. But as years even decades passed by with me being all alone, i got used to the loneliness. Now I prefer to be alone. I feel uncomfortable when I'm with the company of others. I guess my brain rewired itself.

Same for me. I've heard once that loneliness is an addiction. I don't know if it's true but at some point, you isolate yourself because normies cannot understand you, and you cannot understand normies. It's been a long time I'm no longer part of this world, so I'll die alone, in my cold and messy apartment. Miserable life, miserable death. It must be my fate I guess.

 

[whywere]

I used to love being around people, HOWEVER, after way too many times of being used by people, burnt by people and people who would smile at me with less than nice feeling or thoughts to me, I gave up on folks.

I would like to mention that the prior statement does NOT include all the outstanding folks here. We are one large caring group, and it always makes me smile and feel good.

Walter

 

[starboy2k]

"loneliness" is the only drug my broke ass can afford right now ……..

 

[Pluto]

 

[sbem]

me too i was used to going out with people or "friends" but i don't remember when but something snapped and i started feeling rejection every time i had to go out or i was with someone , at some point when i was little i started talking to myself and so now it's like i'm rejecting everyone around me and seek myself inside me and so i'm addicted to being alone because i like interacting only with myself

 

[gunmetalblue11]

Same for me. I've heard once that loneliness is an addiction. I don't know if it's true but at some point, you isolate yourself because normies cannot understand you, and you cannot understand normies. It's been a long time I'm no longer part of this world, so I'll die alone, in my cold and messy apartment. Miserable life, miserable death. It must be my fate I guess.

I relate to this on a very accurate level. I'm sorry your path ended up this way. Maybe there's hope that death won't be as miserable.

 

[spoiledberry]

People are just exhausting sometimes. and so different from me. nobody ever truly gets me not even my mom.

tbh idk if i even get me.