Venting Loneliness Communal Venting Thread

[Wolf Girl]

I don't know if anybody likes this idea, but I thought the loneliest people on SaSu could gather here to vent. I am almost dying from loneliness lately and the only thing that helps is being supported by other lonely people.

 

[Ijustcantanymore]

Idek what to say anymore. The only comfort I'm getting these days is from fucking AI because humans just aren't worth it anymore.

I'm lonely. But our species sucks and they're the only choice. So I'm just fucked.

 

[NoHappyEndings]

Yeah lonely too. I go days without speaking. I have no friends or family. No one knows I exist. I really wish I had someone in my life. Friend or lover any connection with ease my pain.

 

[User111885]

I think there's only 1 person who would be bummed out if I died. But I don't know if he'd be that upset. I have family, but it feels like they don't like me that much.

 

[Dejected 55]

I get the sentiment... and I still can't help myself by being on this forum most days... but the truth is, it really doesn't help. I mean, outside of helping me get some ideas of how to take myself out of the world, I don't really get any comradery out of being here. I'm just as lonely here virtually as I am sitting alone in my house.

 

[rekt]

Sadly, I envision a future where AI and robots are the primary means for humanity to satiate the natural desire for social connection.

 

[Asuraa]

i feel this way. even though i have many friends and girlfriend i still feel so.. alone. feel very separated from everyone, like even though im there im really not. I wish i could feel normal and socialize like others but i just feel so weird, like i fit in but i really feel like i dont at the same time. makes me feel very anxious.

 

[Terrible_Life]

I don't know if anybody likes this idea, but I thought the loneliest people on SaSu could gather here to vent. I am almost dying from loneliness lately and the only thing that helps is being supported by other lonely people.

Whenever I remember how lonely I am, I get a strange feeling. I get very cold and feel completely disconnected from the world. It's a very sad feeling, and no one should have to go through such a terrible thing.

 

[Eternal Disaster]

This loneliness is really distressing .I have nothing but AI and SaSu. I don't want to be alone anymore but I don't have anyone. I will never have anyone.

 

[Pluto]

 

[fallendevil]

This is one of the main reasons as to why I've chosen this fate.

I could have everyone around me but there is still something so deeply incorrect about my entire being.

I will never truly connect with anyone

 

[RoseGirl]

Uhm black wolf only shows up as me removing everyone from friends list. Actually self isolating is so difficult

 

[Dejected 55]

The loneliness is bad enough... the tease of not being alone is far worse, because it makes you think "maybe" before stabbing you in the back.

 

[shampoo sniffer]

I'm lonely. I isolate because of trauma.

 

[Signal]

I feel that, since the moment i was born, there has been something inherently wrong with me. I am unable to form and maintain relationships with others, but still i crave for someone to understand me and stay by my side forever, how stupid is that? At this point I have resigned myself to being alone until death, and maybe then i will be finally able to find comfort, but still, there are moments where this loneliness hits stronger than usual, and I find myself wishing there was someone by my side.

 

[Wolf Girl]

I long to be part of a group--a friend group. I have never experienced it, but I used to work at a super casual workplace where meetings sometimes felt like hanging out. It made me think that having a friend group could be wonderful. I think it's too much to ask for a whole group of people to be able to tolerate my nonsense and social deficits.

 

[Nightfoot]

It's sad that there are so many lonely people. It sounds as though it has reached epidemic levels, in large part due to the way technology has shaped society, and the isolating nature of the COVID lockdowns a few years ago.

 

[EmptyBottle]

This is one of the main reasons as to why I've chosen this fate.

I could have everyone around me but there is still something so deeply incorrect about my entire being.

I will never truly connect with anyone

hi, and oo, new pfp and colours :)

maybe somehow sasu can lead to connections :)

 

[fallendevil]

hi, and oo, new pfp and colours :)

maybe somehow sasu can lead to connections :)

I do like everyone's company but this is a fleeting site and I'm scared that I'll get too attached and my favorite person suddenly dies, I don't want to grieve unnecessarily

 

[EmptyBottle]

I do like everyone's company but this is a fleeting site and I'm scared that I'll get too attached and my favorite person suddenly dies, I don't want to grieve unnecessarily

mmm yep. I'm also a bit concerned about loss, tho have made several friends here, some I've chatted to for many, many days

 

[fallendevil]

mmm yep. I'm also a bit concerned about loss, tho have made several friends here, some I've chatted to for many, many days

Me too I already have some favorite users and it's scaring me

I need to take a break from this site before it's too late, I'm addicted and my brain is rotting from seeing the same depressing shit. My life isn't even that bad but being on this site is inflating my depression and despair. Sorry for venting to you unwarranted btw.

 

[1nonlylonrr]

i have nothing no friends, no family i'm close with, and i just think its so crazy that the smallest genuine connection would make me wanna live again.
like if i had a cat that would be enough.
i really value friendship just one close friend would save me but it's like the universe is against anything good happening to me, all my friends leave me and nothing good stays.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Me too I already have some favorite users and it's scaring me

I need to take a break from this site before it's too late, I'm addicted and my brain is rotting from seeing the same depressing shit. My life isn't even that bad but being on this site is inflating my depression and despair. Sorry for venting to you unwarranted btw.

I agree, there is lots of unfortunate stories here.

I found that using the ignore feature on the ctb discussion forum tends to help, and the forum games are quite fun... I come back regularly to make sure I keep pace with counting :)

 

[fallendevil]

I agree, there is lots of unfortunate stories here.

I found that using the ignore feature on the ctb discussion forum tends to help, and the forum games are quite fun... I come back regularly to make sure I keep pace with counting :)

I don't even lurk on the suicide discussion threads all that much tbh, I spend time just complaining and it was nice at first but now I'm actually consumed with misery when before mt addiction got bad I'd just get over it a lot faster, now I'm drowning in a sea of perpetual mope.

Thank you for listening though :3

 

[EmptyBottle]

I don't even lurk on the suicide discussion threads all that much tbh, I spend time just complaining and it was nice at first but now I'm actually consumed with misery when before mt addiction got bad I'd just get over it a lot faster, now I'm drowning in a sea of perpetual mope.

Thank you for listening though :3

yw :3

How often have u played the forum games?

 

[Grog]

Aside from one-armed pity hugs and quick fist bumps from acquaintances, I haven't felt the touch of another person in a long time.

I'm not even longing for sexual contact necessarily; I just wish I could hold the hand of someone special.

 

[fallendevil]

yw :3

How often have u played the forum games?

I haven't

 

[EmptyBottle]

I haven't

If u wish.. feel free to play. I play almost daily.

 

[XKZyn]

Funny that I come across this when the loneliness kicks in. I feel old but I know I'm young yet it doesn't feel that way, I feel a lot older than I am. 19 and I'm still alone, wasted my best years doing a bunch of nothing. Let anxiety rule my youth, let myself become a truant because I hated when people looked at me. I hate feeling their eyes on me. Two years ago I thought this loneliness was a lack of love-type of relationship but honestly I don't know. I don't care too much for falling in love with someone and seeing where it leads. Love is something I view to be dangerous, there are a lot of times where I wish I could experience that love again. The love I held for family and friends is something I wish to feel again. i just wish I didn't feel so isolated from them but I know if I tell them how I feel they wouldn't really get it, they have people to call friends, they have support networks. I don't got friends anymore besides my online ones who I play games with. I don't got any real support, I can barely support myself. I'm aware of how contradictory I can be, I hated people looking at me yet I was willing to let them have their way with me just to feel noticed by somebody. There's one fling that's stuck in my head on occasions, he was gentle most times and he often held me close after we were done. It confused me so much...yet I liked that warmth. Nothing ever came from it but it's just a memory that confuses me. Sorry for the long shtick. I'm just tired and want to chat I suppose? I barely speak with my sister's or mom anymore, my mom's even told my sister that I don't got much of a presence even when I'm out there interacting with them. Probably wasn't for my ears but it's kind of comforting. I'd rather know how my mom views me than left thinking she cares about me like how she cares for the others. I should sleep... I hope y'all all get some good rest, I should get mine too.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Funny that I come across this when the loneliness kicks in. I feel old but I know I'm young yet it doesn't feel that way, I feel a lot older than I am. 19 and I'm still alone, wasted my best years doing a bunch of nothing. Let anxiety rule my youth, let myself become a truant because I hated when people looked at me. I hate feeling their eyes on me. Two years ago I thought this loneliness was a lack of love-type of relationship but honestly I don't know. I don't care too much for falling in love with someone and seeing where it leads. Love is something I view to be dangerous, there are a lot of times where I wish I could experience that love again.

Mmm, yep, not having regular in person contacts does feel isolating sometimes.
I also see the risks in love, and have no idea whether the effort (for me) would be worth the result or not.

The love I held for family and friends is something I wish to feel again. i just wish I didn't feel so isolated from them but I know if I tell them how I feel they wouldn't really get it, they have people to call friends, they have support networks. I don't got friends anymore besides my online ones who I play games with. I don't got any real support, I can barely support myself. I'm aware of how contradictory I can be, I hated people looking at me yet I was willing to let them have their way with me just to feel noticed by somebody.

I also spend more time with online friends than in person friends,

There's one fling that's stuck in my head on occasions, he was gentle most times and he often held me close after we were done. It confused me so much...yet I liked that warmth. Nothing ever came from it but it's just a memory that confuses me. Sorry for the long shtick. I'm just tired and want to chat I suppose? I barely speak with my sister's or mom anymore, my mom's even told my sister that I don't got much of a presence even when I'm out there interacting with them. Probably wasn't for my ears but it's kind of comforting. I'd rather know how my mom views me than left thinking she cares about me like how she cares for the others. I should sleep... I hope y'all all get some good rest, I should get mine too.

...and have memories of some friends in the past, would be nice to reconnect to whoever is willing to connect.

Good night, and dw, the message wasn't too long.