Disintegration

Disintegration

Life is a terminal sexually transmitted disease.
Sep 28, 2019
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I've recently given it some thought and I've decided that I'd like to be staring out at the ocean during sunset when I ctb. Maybe a little cliche I know, but I feel like it would be better than a dingy hotel room. Does anyone else have a preferred spot?
 
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SlackJim

SlackJim

Nothing lasts, but nothing is lost
Sep 30, 2019
226
i have always thought it would be in nature somewhere. I'd like to climb a big tree with a good view and hang a rope off the top of it
 
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snorli

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Sep 30, 2019
178
SN is my method. I'd love to ctb in a forest, but I don't want the innocent animals who eat me to die from poison. Besides, my country doesn't have any real forests and I like the comfort and warmth of a bed, be it my own bed or a hotel bed. Hotel bed is probably better since I've suffered so much in my own bed.
 
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MidLifeCrisis

MidLifeCrisis

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Sep 21, 2019
48
Deep in the woods
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

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Sep 7, 2019
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Log cabin in the snow, plus the snow would preserve me x
 
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tobiasr

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Oct 4, 2019
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I will do it in my own bed, because the outside world is a scary place :tongue:
 
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Dreamwithinadream

Dreamwithinadream

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Sep 21, 2019
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Probably in bed.
 
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a_strange_day

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Jul 16, 2019
461
I've always fantasized to climb to the top of a very tall tree where no one could see me, then tie myself up so my body stays put even after my death, and finally take my N. The idea that my body would slowly decompose and never be found attracts me. but it's just a fantasy huh ?
 
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scorchedearth

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Oct 5, 2019
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Forest seems to be a popular one. I have that one in mind too actually. It seems like it would be peaceful, and dying with nature just sorta makes sense in a weird way. It's hard to say for sure though, I might just end up doing it in a bedroom for the sake of getting it done quickly.
 
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Death_is_Escape

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Jul 26, 2019
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I've recently given it some thought and I've decided that I'd like to be staring out at the ocean during sunset when I ctb. Maybe a little cliche I know, but I feel like it would be better than a dingy hotel room. Does anyone else have a preferred spot?
Off-trail in the remote wilderness.
 
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JimFord99

JimFord99

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Aug 18, 2019
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Forest seems to be a popular one. I have that one in mind too actually. It seems like it would be peaceful, and dying with nature just sorta makes sense in a weird way. It's hard to say for sure though, I might just end up doing it in a bedroom for the sake of getting it done quickly.
Me too. I like the forests, esp when it is raining. My preferred location.
 
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Elias

Experienced
Mar 19, 2019
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Deep into a forest, a rainy day.
 
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Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
I was gonna say forest as well. There's a pretty park near where I live, I could probably find a place deep enough off the trails that nobody would find me. I would do it at home but I don't want my grandparents to find my body.
 
JimFord99

JimFord99

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Aug 18, 2019
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I wonder why so many of us want to crb in nature or a forest? I do too...
I always felt that there is a pieceful atmosphere in a forest, almost hauntingly romantic and safe. This is of course just a personal feeling, others have other reasons why they prefer a forest.
 
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woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
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Bed for me. My ex-partner promised to buy a new bed before we moved into married life. It took them almost a year to get it, they showed me the proof of purchase as my 'birthday present'. They got extremely cranky every step of the way of getting a bloody bed. Then when we went to pick the mattress, they told me what I wanted did not matter because it was their bed, not ours. This is hilarious because it is legally half mine.

When I cleaned up the rubble from the old bed and the house, they dumped me. Apparently cleaning their hoarding space is invading their life.

It will be lovely when I claim that bed by dying on it. Tough luck fucking anybody else on it, then. Tough luck even living in this house they acted was theirs and me an unwanted couch-surfer when I gave up my own place so that we can live together.

I might even strip the protective cover so that the mattress itself will be ruined.

Even if not for this reason, I wouldn't like to die in nature. No sense in driving home what I'm missing as I leave, or feeling any strong feelings. SI is a bitch as it is.
 
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GreyMagic

GreyMagic

The more you care, the more you have to lose.
Feb 21, 2019
173
Luxury hotel for me.
 
walker

walker

Member
Apr 8, 2019
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I was once going to do it in a hotel. Seems like a poor choice these days.
Now I'd pick water but I'm leaning against the entire idea at all anymore.
 
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Sleepwalking

Member
Sep 29, 2019
9
For a bit, I wanted to spend my final moments on an isolated beach at night. The poet within yearned to release my soul into a starry sky, with the gentle static of the waves and wind tarrying around me, a sense of peace and beauty as I make up for a lifetime of fucking things up.
But now, home will do. Should I carry out my convulated plan in its fullness it's the only place I could do it, it carries the least risk of me getting cold feet, and allows me to ensure minimal hassle to those that will come in after the deed is done. Thoughtful to others until the end, haha
 
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Meppitech

Member
Oct 2, 2019
40
I was reading up on the cost that can be passed on to family by ending things in a hotel or in a home depending on how much clean up is needed and time it takes to get them back into a rentable state. Food for thought, like we don't have enough to worry about already. Hotels already have an open card on file.
 
Dubs

Dubs

I exist without my consent.
Aug 16, 2018
176
I was once going to do it in a hotel. Seems like a poor choice these days.
Now I'd pick water but I'm leaning against the entire idea at all anymore.
Why is a hotel a poor choice these days?
 
Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
689
Cottage on the grounds of a luxury beachside resort hotel. (Like the OP, I would like to have my last glance be an ocean view, though probably I would prefer sunrise to sunset.) I think a cottage with no adjoining walls to rooms occupied by other hotel guests would reduce the chance of others intervening when my convulsions during hanging become noisy.
 
Daktalsnakal

Daktalsnakal

I had seven faces thought I knew which one to wear
Jan 18, 2020
47
I think it should be a meaningful place maybe some hidden place you use to go to or perhaps somewhere were something big happened. For me itd be this ditch with a tunnel me and my first girlfriend ran away to when we were kids, that must have been almost a decade ago. I still live near by and sometimes I walk by and I feel good remembering those times, unfortunately or fortunately idk? they only motivate me to get it done and over with faster.
 
Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
798
Bed or bathtub . I love a bubble bath
 

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