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heavysoul

don’t want to die, don’t want to live
Feb 5, 2025
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I'm potentially planning for the near future if I decide to go through with it and order SN, but I'm not sure at which location to CTB.
If I'm on a college campus and I have a roommate, where do you think I should CTB? I could do it in my dorm potentially, I'm just worried about traumatizing my roommate with my dead body. But then again, someone has got to be the one to find my body anyway and I'm sure it will traumatize whoever it is so I'm just not sure what to do.
 
ForeverCaHa

ForeverCaHa

Heartbroken Welshman
Feb 16, 2025
442
Personally I've opted for a hotel. I absolutely do not want my family to find me. But like you said, someone will have to find the body. I'll leave a warning note, but that won't help much. There's no way around it, really.
 
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saturn1402

saturn1402

Take me back to the night we met
Sep 13, 2024
162
I'm potentially planning for the near future if I decide to go through with it and order SN, but I'm not sure at which location to CTB.
If I'm on a college campus and I have a roommate, where do you think I should CTB? I could do it in my dorm potentially, I'm just worried about traumatizing my roommate with my dead body. But then again, someone has got to be the one to find my body anyway and I'm sure it will traumatize whoever it is so I'm just not sure what to do.
Hotel
 
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amomentspeace

amomentspeace

Student
Mar 2, 2025
160
I'm potentially planning for the near future if I decide to go through with it and order SN, but I'm not sure at which location to CTB.
If I'm on a college campus and I have a roommate, where do you think I should CTB? I could do it in my dorm potentially, I'm just worried about traumatizing my roommate with my dead body. But then again, someone has got to be the one to find my body anyway and I'm sure it will traumatize whoever it is so I'm just not sure what to do.
at least law enforcement should be somewhat used to seeing cadavers. A hotel is an easy choice for a place to be alone for the required time to CTB.
 
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easyb123

Member
Mar 26, 2025
45
Personally I've opted for a hotel. I absolutely do not want my family to find me. But like you said, someone will have to find the body. I'll leave a warning note, but that won't help much. There's no way around it, really.
Thank you, I've been struggling w the where question & that's a great idea.
 

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