LadyAlastor
Fading In And out losing time with the two I love.
- Jan 13, 2020
- 151
Well what can I say having having a 7 year is not easy, getting closer to 6 years But goodness it is A different kind of stress, All 3 of us are just holding out and I think I'm the weakest one deep down, But like always those 2 are always gonna say "you're the only thing keeping us together right now "
And at this point ever since my boyfriend pulled me away from a moving bus it's definitely believable that's for sure, got chewed out " Last I checked 7 years has not passed you're not going anywhere not without me not without her, Look at me I'm a misanthrope You too are the only 2 humans I have ever liked and/or loved on this screwed up world and I'm sure is how not gonna lose you or her early and I'm sure as hell not going to die alone surrounded by people I hate which is everybody, but you two...now dont let kusho win, not yet and not now "
At that point I just broke down and cried he held me told me he loves me we got up and went back home didn't mention a thit would just cause more drama and that's the last thing any of us need.
I'm happy to have them I'm happy to have them both it just gets so d*** hard, But just like he had said to me because we're both reading the same book together " I'm damaged good it's traveling with broken wares, Better to die with them than die alone at least you'll have some company"
Even with all the struggles that I go through and even they go through cause I know I'm not the only one Obviously It's worth it it's not easy by any means it's like playing dark souls or playing classic doom on nightmare difficulty However if that means I gotta hold on just to be with them till the end your d*** right I'm gonna do it but it's gonna be a struggle even if kusho has me by the throat I will hold out no matter how much it hurts I have a goal and I will see it through.
Anyways thank you for listening, I know it's been a while since I've posted a thread I might start doing it more this helps quite a bit.
Wish me luck beautiful souls, I'm gonna need it.
And at this point ever since my boyfriend pulled me away from a moving bus it's definitely believable that's for sure, got chewed out " Last I checked 7 years has not passed you're not going anywhere not without me not without her, Look at me I'm a misanthrope You too are the only 2 humans I have ever liked and/or loved on this screwed up world and I'm sure is how not gonna lose you or her early and I'm sure as hell not going to die alone surrounded by people I hate which is everybody, but you two...now dont let kusho win, not yet and not now "
At that point I just broke down and cried he held me told me he loves me we got up and went back home didn't mention a thit would just cause more drama and that's the last thing any of us need.
I'm happy to have them I'm happy to have them both it just gets so d*** hard, But just like he had said to me because we're both reading the same book together " I'm damaged good it's traveling with broken wares, Better to die with them than die alone at least you'll have some company"
Even with all the struggles that I go through and even they go through cause I know I'm not the only one Obviously It's worth it it's not easy by any means it's like playing dark souls or playing classic doom on nightmare difficulty However if that means I gotta hold on just to be with them till the end your d*** right I'm gonna do it but it's gonna be a struggle even if kusho has me by the throat I will hold out no matter how much it hurts I have a goal and I will see it through.
Anyways thank you for listening, I know it's been a while since I've posted a thread I might start doing it more this helps quite a bit.
Wish me luck beautiful souls, I'm gonna need it.