living while not being actively suicidal

[cantthinkofusername]

for the first time in a long time i dont plan to kill myself in the near to immediate future and i dont really know what to do.
i just feel kind of aimless and directionless now. i had a compass before with suicide as true north and now i dont have anything and i dont know what to do.
if im not real and im not alive then whats the point of not being dead
what do i do

 

[whywere]

It is ok to feel period.

We all find our own path; I am 69 and it took a very long time personally, to find my direction and that is ok, as we are ALL the same BUT individual in our own life's path.

I went to college at 24, not 18, I was alate bloomer, HOWEVER it all worked out really well and I hope, wish and pray that exact same for you.

You are a loving, intelligent and caring spirit and taking time to figure things (life path) out is what a lot of people do.

Lots of well wishes, and hugs my good friend,

Walter

 

[Ch4in3dcr0w]

it takes time unfortunetly to learn how to function again and its okay to feel aimless in life. U need to collect your thoughts and see what u want to do going forward and it will not be easy but whats most important is your that u want to stay alive. Once again it takes a lot of time to see what u want to do and collect the pieces of the life u thought will end in the near future. I wish u the best and hope whatever u decide to plan for your future. Love

 

[cantthinkofusername]

all i plan to do for the foreseeable future is drink and lie in bed doing nothing i feel like I had the answer and the universe ripped it away from me i don't want to live but now I don't have a choice

 

[Scythe]

Cliche answer but get a hobby.
Not all of them are affordable but there's quite a bit of things to do in life. If you're struggling with motivation try doing things when u're drunk? I care less about doing things when drunk. I don't nessarily have motivation, I just force myself to do things easier when drunk if that makes sense.

Don't have to have a direction, life's about having fun, it really doesn't matter where you go.

 

[wham311]

In the same spot, feel you friend