Living out of spite.

[AtomicWaffles]

I know full well if I died, a few people would celebrate that I hate, for some reason I hate the thought of that it makes me want to live for the purpose of them dying first just so I can make fun of them instead of vice versa. I know they're plotting against me I won't let them do it.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

People suggest spite as a reason to live but it is only viable fuel if your life meets a certain quality of life threshold. Mine doesn't so it doesn't work.

 

[L9 CHOCOIRL]

I know full well if I died, a few people would celebrate that I hate, for some reason I hate the thought of that it makes me want to live for the purpose of them dying first just so I can make fun of them instead of vice versa. I know they're plotting against me I won't let them do it.

I get that and have been there. I'm not in contact with those people anymore so I no longer have a reason like that to keep going

 

[leloyon]

I get that, and people have told me to do it. It feels like either way they'll gain satisfaction from. I die, they'll be glad I'm dead, I continue living but they know that living is inherently suffering for me so they'll be glad I'm still in pain. I can't really win, so why bother? Might as well just end my suffering if they'll revel in it anyway.

 

[piryohae3]

This never made sense to me. I'd be too dead to care about some shitty people's opinions. In death I'm beyond the stupid problems of the mortal realm.