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Solomonking

Solomonking

There is no hope.
Feb 1, 2021
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I live in Saudi Arabia, and I have been looking for a job for 5 years but I have not found any work, the laws are complicated here regarding work for non-Saudis, and now my father threatens me that he will send me to my homeland Pakistan, I am very afraid and I do not know how to act.
I feel like crying and I don't know how to act, no one understands me, I consider everyone in the forum to be my friend. Please tell me what to do​
 
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whenlavaflows

whenlavaflows

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Sep 21, 2020
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I'm so so so sorry you're going through this.
I'm Pakistani as well & have family living in Saudi Arabia. I completely understand how you feel, even though I am not going through the same thing.
May I ask, is there a problem with returning back to Pakistan? I've lived in Canada most my life so I'm not 100% sure about this, but isn't Pakistan more liberal than Saudi Arabia?
I would say; try to talk to your father & get him to understand the situation you're in.
If you are sure you want to CTB, look around this forum for different methods that could be available to you.
 
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Snake of Eden

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Jun 22, 2021
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I am saudi and i havent had luck finding work. It is not just a none-saudi problem. Unemployment is a big problem in Saudi. You may need to relocate and find job else where. Good luck
 
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There is no hope.
Feb 1, 2021
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I'm so so so sorry you're going through this.
I'm Pakistani as well & have family living in Saudi Arabia. I completely understand how you feel, even though I am not going through the same thing.
May I ask, is there a problem with returning back to Pakistan? I've lived in Canada most my life so I'm not 100% sure about this, but isn't Pakistan more liberal than Saudi Arabia?
I would say; try to talk to your father & get him to understand the situation you're in.
If you are sure you want to CTB, look around this forum for different methods that could be available to you.
Our family lives among the mountains in primitive houses without electricity, and I know that I will not bear living there, in addition to that I do not know the Urdu language, you know, I lived in Saudi Arabia, so I speak Arabic, my father is very nervous and I explained to him my situation, but he did not understand my situation
 
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again_noidea

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Apr 22, 2021
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Our family lives among the mountains in primitive houses without electricity, and I know that I will not bear living there, in addition to that I do not know the Urdu language, you know, I lived in Saudi Arabia, so I speak Arabic, my father is very nervous and I explained to him my situation, but he did not understand my situation
Basically, you are caught in saudi arabia without work and without the possibility to go somewhere else to earn money? Do you have any other options?
 
siray

siray

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Dec 28, 2018
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I'm so so so sorry you're going through this.
I'm Pakistani as well & have family living in Saudi Arabia. I completely understand how you feel, even though I am not going through the same thing.
May I ask, is there a problem with returning back to Pakistan? I've lived in Canada most my life so I'm not 100% sure about this, but isn't Pakistan more liberal than Saudi Arabia?
I would say; try to talk to your father & get him to understand the situation you're in.
If you are sure you want to CTB, look around this forum for different methods that could be available to you.
Hey man you live in Pakistan? I have several relatives who had to leave Saudi Arabia due to getting kicked off their jobs and had to return to Pakistan due to unemployment, but here in major cities of Pakistan, good jobs are scarce.

I know doctors who can't find decent salary job after having worked in Saudi for years.

I'm here hoping one of you lives in Pakistan so that I can befriend you and feel less lonely.
 

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