Living for revenge

[iwannabemyself]

Thoughts on living for revenge? Sometimes when I feel suicidal, I remember the fact that I need to get revenge and live to spite my enemies. I don't want them to have the satisfaction of winning and seeing me self-destruct and destroy myself (although I find it something romantic). I need to win this fight and battle against them. I don't want them to see me lose or lose to them. I can't die without getting my revenge; it's like a driving force for me and motivation to live. I have to come out on top

 

[Crow_88]

I wouldn't suggest it. It's a hateful, angry, and extremely self-destructive pathway

 

[iwannabemyself]

I wouldn't suggest it. It's a hateful, angry, and extremely self-destructive pathway

They wronged me and did me wrong though. I have to get revenge (actually in my case, justice). They must be held accountable for their actions. I can't just forgive them or let this go

 

[Crow_88]

They wronged me and did me wrong though. I have to get revenge (actually in my case, justice). They must be held accountable for their actions. I can't just forgive them or let this go

Well, if you've thought it through, it may be the path for you. It can just be a very dangerous path to follow and can end with you in a worse position then to start. You may find you ignore your own need and desire and instead focus on revenge. I hope the best for you, though! Either way - find peace!