Jet Black
Adios cowboy
- Dec 17, 2023
- 26
I live in a socialist country for all my life, everything is banned here, youtube, reddit, and hell even google, they hide all the information they don't want you to see and their crimes. Yeah you can still access those restricted information and platforms using a VPN or similar stuff, but first of all, it's illegal to use whatever technologies to bypass the firewall, most people don't even realize the firewall exists (you hardly can find any information about these things if you don't use them in the first place). Second of all, the laws here are such a joke, they can criminalize you for any reasons if they like.
Most people are brainwashed when they grow up, propaganda is everywhere, school, television, and the Internet, they are told to love the big brother, love the communist party, and despise everything related to capitalism (especially the American) at the very young age. I don't know if I am lucky or not, but I have a chance to see what's really going on by bypassing the firewall since I am an IT guy. However, once i became a "normal" people, it's really hard to live in a world like this, I can barely make any friends without pretending i am one of them.
It's also a highly atomized society, almost every religious groups, independent small communities are forcibly dismissed by the party, because they are potential liabilities for the regime. They oppress the Muslim people, they use Christian churches as their propaganda tools. You can hardly feel any human connections in such society. In fact, many people don't completely believe in communism any more, since the downfall of the Soviet Union . Now they only care about their money and power, and feel happy when they think they are superior than other people. As an result, the moral decline is the major manifestation in such society. It somehow becomes a fascist and communist monster. There is no empathy for poor and disadvantaged people in this world, especially people in depression. Also, there is no way people can be organized to overthrow the government in such atomized world, i once tried to teach people around me how to bypass the firewall, but after a while they get bored and go back to their normal life.
I am sorry for my poor English, there they don't really teach you some decent English in school (remember most schools are controlled by the party), all they do is teaching you how to pass the stupid exam, unless you take some expensive after school lessons. Most students around me have studied English for ten years straight, but they still can't speak or even understand some basic English news articles.
I worked hard to find a way to immigrate to countries where I can have my freedom back. I was born in a normal family, so I have to make my own money to achieve this goal. Once a while i feel deeply depressed due to the fact that i live in such hell. For the past few years this country becomes more and more totalitarian, they wanna control everything in your life. I don't wanna take it anymore, and the future seems far away from me. Now the only thing that holds me back is my family.
I envy you guys born in normal countries, you can express your opinions for the most of the time without worrying about someone will knock your door at the night, you can be part of some small communities with people share your values.
"We shall meet in the place where there is no darkness."
Most people are brainwashed when they grow up, propaganda is everywhere, school, television, and the Internet, they are told to love the big brother, love the communist party, and despise everything related to capitalism (especially the American) at the very young age. I don't know if I am lucky or not, but I have a chance to see what's really going on by bypassing the firewall since I am an IT guy. However, once i became a "normal" people, it's really hard to live in a world like this, I can barely make any friends without pretending i am one of them.
It's also a highly atomized society, almost every religious groups, independent small communities are forcibly dismissed by the party, because they are potential liabilities for the regime. They oppress the Muslim people, they use Christian churches as their propaganda tools. You can hardly feel any human connections in such society. In fact, many people don't completely believe in communism any more, since the downfall of the Soviet Union . Now they only care about their money and power, and feel happy when they think they are superior than other people. As an result, the moral decline is the major manifestation in such society. It somehow becomes a fascist and communist monster. There is no empathy for poor and disadvantaged people in this world, especially people in depression. Also, there is no way people can be organized to overthrow the government in such atomized world, i once tried to teach people around me how to bypass the firewall, but after a while they get bored and go back to their normal life.
I am sorry for my poor English, there they don't really teach you some decent English in school (remember most schools are controlled by the party), all they do is teaching you how to pass the stupid exam, unless you take some expensive after school lessons. Most students around me have studied English for ten years straight, but they still can't speak or even understand some basic English news articles.
I worked hard to find a way to immigrate to countries where I can have my freedom back. I was born in a normal family, so I have to make my own money to achieve this goal. Once a while i feel deeply depressed due to the fact that i live in such hell. For the past few years this country becomes more and more totalitarian, they wanna control everything in your life. I don't wanna take it anymore, and the future seems far away from me. Now the only thing that holds me back is my family.
I envy you guys born in normal countries, you can express your opinions for the most of the time without worrying about someone will knock your door at the night, you can be part of some small communities with people share your values.
"We shall meet in the place where there is no darkness."